Lyrics
Pressed my luck on
Expressing taking a risk or chance
A Monday
Refers to a specific day of the week
Found a friend in the bottom of my drawer meant for keepsakes
Discovering a meaningful item in a personal space
But this tastes like
Describing an unpleasant experience or situation
No one's home
Suggesting emptiness or loneliness
Let's take a trip for the day
Proposing an escape or adventure
First 30 got the tingles and the butterflies you know
Initial positive feelings, excitement
The next hour I melted into memories
Immersion in nostalgic or meaningful memories
How did this room become slow-mo?
Perception of time slowing down
It's been a minute since I was way up here
Expressing it's been a while since feeling elevated
Cloud 9 is softer than I remember
Comparing the current state to a positive memory
From the last time I disappeared
Reflection on a past disappearance or detachment
By myself with my vices I use to
Previous solitary experiences with personal weaknesses
Take cover
Seeking refuge or protection
And discover what I should do
Exploration to find purpose or direction
Just like that it's a done deal it's over
Unexpectedly concluding a situation
Need to kill my ego and do it soon
Recognizing the need to overcome arrogance
Drawing shapes like mushrooms in the sand of the hourglass
Creating abstract images as a representation of time
Trying to go beyond this room
Desire to transcend current limitations
But there are walls I can't get past
Facing obstacles or barriers
Shaping myself however I can
Adapting or shaping oneself in any possible way
Slipping through time like red clay in my hands
Time slipping away like a malleable substance
It's been a minute since I've been way up here
Reiterating the passage of time since feeling elevated
Cloud 9 is softer than I remember
Comparing the softness of current joy to a past experience
From the last time I disappeared
Reflecting on a previous disappearance or detachment
By myself with my vices I use to
Previous solitary experiences with personal weaknesses
Take cover
Seeking refuge or protection
And discover what I should do
Exploration to find purpose or direction
Just like that it's a done deal it's over
Unexpectedly concluding a situation
Need to kill my
Expressing the need to eliminate arrogance
Kill my
Reiteration of the need to eliminate arrogance
Didn't have the trip I wanted
Disappointment in the outcome of the experience
Lost the warmth
Losing the positive or comforting aspects
It all went south
Everything turning negative or undesirable
Next time I won't be showing up haunted
Commitment to avoid a similar haunting experience
'Cause it left the worst taste in my mouth
Regret or negativity from the past experience
No not what I expected
Surprise at the unexpected outcome
Is this what everyone's been talking about?
Questioning the common perception or understanding
Thought it'd be different
Expressing a divergence from expectations
Thought I'd see whatever I needed to
Anticipating gaining necessary insights
Not just be left with more questions
Feeling left with unanswered questions
About who I am
Contemplation of identity and self
Who I'm not
Recognition of personal limitations
And just how to cope
Dealing with emotions or challenges
With the feeling of
Isolation and the emotional weight of solitude
Doing all of this alone
Preference for solitude and self-discovery
But that's how I like it
Enjoying solitude and independence
Just had to try it
Trying a new experience for personal growth
Cloud 9
Revisiting the positive feeling of being on Cloud 9
Cloud 9 on a monday
Reiteration of the day and the positive experience
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