Lyrics
I woke up on my own
The singer woke up without external prompting.
As always, I'm alone (I failed last night)
The singer habitually wakes up feeling isolated and alone, recalling a recent failure.
I don't even want to know why I wanted to go
There's a lack of desire to understand the motive behind the urge to leave.
My first and last try
Expresses a sense of resignation, implying a lack of hope for future attempts.
Tried to turn, tried to run
Attempted to change direction or escape but was unsuccessful.
On my way home, chasing a lie
Returning home while chasing a falsehood or deception.
But I'll keep waking up
Despite difficulties, the singer continues to wake up each day.
I don't want to stop
Expresses a determination to persist despite challenges.
Even though it hurts
Acknowledges the pain but chooses not to give up.
We can make this world a little less cold
Suggests a desire to improve the world's emotional climate.
A little less cold
Reiterates the desire for a warmer, more compassionate world.
A little less cold
-I try to dodge the calls
Attempts to avoid communication by avoiding calls.
I was banging on the walls
Metaphorically expressing distress through physical actions like banging on walls.
The pain was sly
The pain is subtle or cunning in its manifestation.
I can force myself to be someone else
Forcing oneself to adopt a different persona, which is challenging.
It's a hard lie
Refers to the difficulty in maintaining this false identity.
Haven't ever been
Reflects a lack of experience in feeling genuine happiness.
Haven't ever been happy at least just once
Never having experienced happiness, even briefly.
But I'll keep waking up
Continuing to face each day despite difficulties.
I don't want to stop
Resilience in not wanting to give up despite the pain.
Even though it hurts
Despite the hurt, there's a commitment to making a positive change.
We can make this world a little less cold
Reaffirmation of the desire to make the world more compassionate.
A little less cold
-A little less cold
Reiteration of the hope for a warmer world, emphasizing a gradual shift.
A little less cold
-A little less cold
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