Backstage
Lost Roads and Neon Dreams: Ferge X Fisherman's Journey Within
Lyrics
Scratching on the surface trying to dig deep
Expressing the attempt to delve deeper into understanding oneself or a situation.
Searching for the purpose of what I've achieved like
Seeking the purpose of one's achievements.
I forgot my last record and let em reign on me
Reflecting on forgetting past accomplishments and facing criticism.
Lost contact with the same old me
Feeling disconnected from one's authentic self.
Not ready to blame it on me,
Reluctance to take personal responsibility, possibly blaming others.
she's lying naked between em sheets waiting on me
Describing a romantic encounter with someone waiting in bed.
By the time I come home she'll be way too fatigue
Acknowledging the partner's fatigue due to a late arrival.
I try to make myself believe, loosing my self esteem
Struggling with self-esteem and self-belief.
Sayin stupid shit like the road is the only place where men can breathe
Mentioning conflicting thoughts about the road and its impact on men.
Got to collect my thoughts somebody's interfering,
Expressing interference with one's thoughts.
Somebody with a Pocahontas appearance she's like
Introducing a person with a Pocahontas appearance.
I don't know you but I know your songs though
Acknowledging awareness of the artist's songs but lacking a deeper connection.
Not enough to make our bond grow I know
Recognizing the limitations of the bond despite familiarity with the artist's work.
I'm playin´ James Bond though playing it cool
Comparing oneself to James Bond, portraying a cool and composed demeanor.
My Grandma like boy Im praying for you
Receiving prayers from the grandmother and a reminder to stay on track.
Gotta get your ass back on track cause you're way off the route
Acknowledging the need to refocus and get back on the right path.
I'm like Grandma Im sorry but I'm not in the mood
Expressing a lack of mood or motivation to engage in certain activities.
I don't think I can possibly move
Feeling unable to move forward or make progress.
I know I got packs to move
Aware of responsibilities or tasks that need attention.
Try to figure out is it passion or blues
Contemplating whether emotions are driven by passion or sadness (blues).
Might be sweet and sour like a passionfruit
Comparing emotions to a sweet and sour combination like a passionfruit.
Gotta eat that with gratitude is what my paps said
Encouragement to appreciate life with gratitude, as advised by the father.
Learn to love that flavor no paper for breaking bread with your neighbors
Emphasizing the importance of building connections with others.
This world ain't ready for me as an entertainer is how I feel
Expressing a feeling of unpreparedness for the entertainment industry.
I'm still worried about my bills
Despite aspirations, concerns about financial stability persist.
might kill the dream with this pressure, might be for the better though
Weighing the impact of pressure on dreams, considering it might be for the better.
I think I only know I love her when I let her go
Realization of love's significance after letting it go.
No sun but snow they actin´ cold
Describing a cold and challenging environment, possibly metaphorical.
like a passenger I'm not in control don't
Feeling like a passenger in life, lacking control.
Wanna see the credits roll might tap out of the chokehold
Expressing reluctance to witness the end, possibly of a situation or relationship.
Fresh air, I ain't got no coat though neon lights buzzing like Its Tokyo
Describing the environment with neon lights resembling Tokyo, creating a vivid image.
Forgive me pretty baby, but I might take the long way home
Apologizing for a potential detour on the journey home, seeking forgiveness.
Even though I don't even know what I'm on the road for
Uncertainty about the purpose of being on the road.
Just not in my zone, no
Feeling out of place or disconnected from one's usual state.
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