Lyrics
Do I really want this
Expressing doubt or contemplation about a certain situation or choice.
Tired of comin of from nothin
Feeling exhausted from starting with nothing, possibly in a pursuit or endeavor.
And all i really want is
Desire for stability or something meaningful in life.
A way to hold on to somethin
Seeking a way to keep hold of something valuable or significant.
Smoke something drink more get fucked up
Using substances like smoking and drinking as a coping mechanism.
Dont listen what i say my lucks up
Disregarding own words, suggesting a disregard for consequences.
Bag it all up and throw it away
Consideration of discarding past experiences or baggage.
My lucks runnin out but ima be okay
Acknowledging that luck is running out but expressing a positive outlook.
Yeah ima be okay
Reiteration of the belief that everything will be okay.
Yeah ima be okay
-Yeah ima be okay
-See you get pissed when i respond with a fuck you
Reacting defiantly to someone who is upset.
Hit me with a smile showin love and i dont trust you
Skepticism towards affection, possibly due to past experiences.
Been four or five maybe ten i dont know
Uncertain about the passage of time and its impact.
If you ask me what im on yeah im better off alone
Embracing solitude as a preferable state.
I been up to somethin what im sippin got me slowed
Engaging in something intoxicating that alters perception.
And if you miss me when im gone then tell me now i gotta go
Acknowledging departure and seeking confirmation of missed presence.
But i get the hint you dont give a fuck
Perceiving indifference from someone.
Me and the homies dippin out
Leaving a situation with friends, creating disturbance.
We kickin up dust
-Now she say she comin over
Indecision and hesitation about someone coming over due to lack of sobriety.
Shouldnt do it nah im not sober
-Hate the feelings that i get its like torture
Expressing dislike for the negative emotions experienced.
I feel alive then i fall right back surprise
Feeling alive briefly but returning to a state of surprise or disappointment.
Do I really want this
Repetition of the desire for stability or something meaningful.
Tired of comin of from nothin
-And all i really want is
-A way to hold on to somethin
Reiteration of the wish to hold on to something significant.
Smoke something drink more get fucked up
Repeating the use of substances as a coping mechanism.
Dont listen what i say my lucks up
-Bag it all up and throw it away
Reconsidering and discarding past experiences or baggage.
My lucks runnin out but ima be okay
Reaffirming a positive outlook despite luck running out.
Yeah ima be okay
Reiteration of the belief that everything will be okay.
Yeah ima be okay
-Yeah ima be okay
-See you get pissed when i respond with a fuck you
Maintaining a defiant attitude even when faced with negativity.
I dont give a fuck what you been up to
Expressing indifference towards the activities or experiences of someone else.
Been four or five maybe ten i dont know
Uncertain about the passage of time and its impact, echoing earlier lines.
Ask me what im on yeah im better off alone
Reiteration of preferring solitude and independence.
Smoke something drink more get fucked up
Repeating the use of substances as a coping mechanism.
Dont listen what i say my lucks up
-Bag it all up and throw it away
Reconsidering and discarding past experiences or baggage.
My lucks runnin out but ima be okay
Reaffirming a positive outlook despite luck running out.
Yeah ima be okay
Final reiteration of the belief that everything will be okay.
Yeah ima be okay
-Yeah ima be okay
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