Lyrics
Used to say I always talk to much
Expressing a past tendency to talk excessively
Now I don't open up
Currently avoiding opening up or sharing emotions
I like to bottle my emotions till they're blowing up
Preferring to keep emotions bottled up until they become overwhelming
Let's take a adderall and let's not give a fuck
Suggesting a carefree attitude, possibly enhanced by drug use
Lately been living on the internet like what the fuck
Indicating a heavy reliance on the internet recently
Talk to much
Reiterating the past issue of talking too much
Now I don't open up
Continuation of reluctance to open up emotionally
I like to bottle my emotions till they're blowing up
Reiterating the tendency to suppress emotions until they explode
Let's take a adderall and let's not give a fuck
Suggesting a nonchalant attitude with the reference to adderall
Lately been living on the internet like what the fuck
Highlighting a current immersion in internet culture
Ya every night blacking out
Describing a pattern of nightly blackout experiences
I smash my head on the ground
Physical self-harm as a reaction to internal struggles
And let the shit you told me months ago stay sticking around
Mentioning the lingering impact of past advice or comments
I hate the way that I feel
Expressing discontent with current emotional state
I hate the way it is now
Disliking the present situation
But everyday is getting better since you ain't been around
Noting improvement in mental well-being after a certain person's absence
Cuz now I kicked the fucking pills feeling alright
Claiming a positive change after stopping pill use
Met a girl that lights up the night sky
Introducing a positive influence in the form of a girl
Couple months ago hated my life
Reflecting on a recent past where life was disliked
Now I'm proud to say that I'm alright
Proudly stating an improved current state
Used to say I always talk to much
Repeating the previous tendency of talking too much
Now I don't open up
Maintaining a current reluctance to open up emotionally
I like to bottle my emotions till they're blowing up
Continuing the theme of suppressing emotions until they explode
Let's take a adderall and let's not give a fuck
Advocating a carefree attitude, possibly enhanced by drug use
Lately been living on the internet like what the fuck
Reiterating heavy reliance on the internet recently
Talk to much
Reiterating the past issue of talking too much
Now I don't open up
Continuation of reluctance to open up emotionally
I like to bottle my emotions till they're blowing up
Reiterating the tendency to suppress emotions until they explode
Let's take a adderall and let's not give a fuck
Suggesting a nonchalant attitude with the reference to adderall
Lately been living on the internet like what the fuck
Highlighting a current immersion in internet culture
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