Lyrics
It's not the first try
Expressing experience of previous attempts
18 people died
Referring to a tragic incident where 18 people lost their lives
Or just disappeared
Suggesting uncertainty or mystery around the disappearances
Like joy in my life
Comparing the loss of joy to the mentioned tragic event
I only trust my eyes
Emphasizing reliance on personal perception
It's printed in my mind
Indicating a lasting impression in the memory
Impossible to find
Describing the difficulty in finding or understanding the situation
All created by the Big Guy
Attributing the situation to a powerful entity ("Big Guy")
I've got a bad feeling about this whole process
Expressing a negative premonition about a process
I've got a bad feeling, a huge ball in my chest
Describing a physical sensation of discomfort or anxiety
Hope that this bad feeling is just a bad feeling
Hoping that the negative feeling is unfounded
And won't turn out to be true
Expressing a desire for the negative feeling to be false
It's not the first time
Indicating a repeated experience of similar events
That corpses hide
Highlighting the concealment of deceased individuals
Some sought, found, and got bought
Describing a process where information is sought, found, and traded
So, I won't look for anything
Choosing not to investigate due to a belief in the absence of anything
Because there is nothing
Emphasizing a lack of substance or truth in the situation
And I'll never talk about it
Committing to silence about the matter
Even if I'm dismissed
Being unwilling to discuss, possibly to protect oneself
To save my hypothetical wife and kids
Expressing a motive to protect family members in a hypothetical scenario
I've got a bad feeling about this whole process
Reiterating a negative premonition about a process
I've got a bad feeling, a huge ball in my chest
Repeating the physical sensation of discomfort or anxiety
Hope that this bad feeling is just a bad feeling
Reiterating hope that the negative feeling is groundless
And won't turn out to be true
Reiterating a desire for the negative feeling to be false
I've got a bad feeling about this whole process
Repeating a negative premonition about a process
I've got a bad feeling, a huge ball in my chest
Repeating the physical sensation of discomfort or anxiety
Hope that this bad feeling is just a bad feeling
Reiterating hope that the negative feeling is groundless
And won't turn out to be true
Reiterating a desire for the negative feeling to be false
Oh God...
Expressing a plea or invocation to a higher power ("Oh God...")
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