Lyrics
I feel like I'm afraid of emotions
I feel a fear of experiencing emotions.
Will I ever show my face?
Questioning whether the person will ever reveal their true self.
My collection of mistakes
Reflecting on a collection of past mistakes.
I've been fighting the waves from the ocean
Fighting against challenges and difficulties represented as waves from the ocean.
I don't wanna drift away
Expressing a reluctance to drift away from stability.
Cuz I'm scared of where they take
Fearful of the unknown places emotions might lead to.
So far, I've done so well
Proud of past achievements in maintaining emotional distance.
Without the need to break my shell
Successfully avoided breaking out of a protective shell.
But girl you changed my mind
Acknowledging that someone has influenced a change in perspective.
I'm living to let die
Choosing to live without restraint and accepting the consequences.
I'm learning to live more like myself
In the process of discovering and embracing one's true identity.
Less and less like someone else
Becoming less like others and more authentic.
A someone who never felt
Referring to a past self who lacked genuine emotions.
Life without foundation
Life experienced without a solid foundation.
Void of preparation
Being unprepared for life's challenges.
Would it be too much to have a little dedication?
Expressing a desire for commitment and dedication in relationships.
Show me my location
Seeking clarity and understanding of one's current situation.
I need navigation
Expressing a need for guidance and direction.
Got too much unanswered
Feeling overwhelmed by unanswered questions.
And I'm running out of patience
Running out of patience due to unresolved issues.
So far, I've done so well
Reflecting again on past successes in emotional self-preservation.
Without the need to break my shell
Successfully maintaining emotional distance.
But girl you changed my mind
Reiterating the influence of someone in changing the speaker's mindset.
I'm living to let die
Choosing to live freely, accepting the inevitability of consequences.
I'm ready to move on
Expressing readiness to move forward in life.
Cuz my grip's no longer strong
Letting go of a firm grip, indicating a willingness to release the past.
Holding grudges for too long
Deciding to stop holding onto grudges for an extended period.
Yeah
Affirmation of the decision to change and move forward.
But girl you changed my mind
Confirming the transformative influence of someone in changing perspectives.
I'm living to let die
Choosing to live without constraints, accepting the consequences of decisions.
Comment