Lyrics
If I could I'd tell you
If I could, I would express
(Everything I've done)
Reflecting on all actions taken
If it would make things better
If it had the potential to improve the situation
(Everything I've done)
Reflecting on all actions taken
If it could make you see
If it had the ability to make you understand
How little it meant to me
The insignificance of those actions to me
How much I hate what I've become
The immense dislike for my current self
If it would be good I'd tell you
If it were beneficial, I would disclose
(Everything I've done)
Reflecting on all actions taken
How much I hate it when you tell me that you're better off alone
The dislike when you suggest you're better off without me
How much I hate it when you tell me that my heart is made of stone
The dislike when you claim my emotions are cold and unfeeling
How much I hate what I've become
The immense dislike for my current self
She's there when I panic
Someone is present during my moments of panic
She's there When I can't stand it
Someone is present when I can't endure things anymore
When I can't stand what I've become
When I can't tolerate who I've become
This is a scam I'll tell you
Expressing skepticism about the situation
(Everything I've done)
Reflecting on all actions taken
When I can't stand it when you're lying keep it up and I'll explode
Unable to bear lies anymore, warning of a potential outburst
When I can't cope with all the rumors that you say have not been told
Struggling with dealing with rumors and untruths
When I can't cope with growing cold
Struggling with emotional detachment
Nothing is ever easy
Nothing comes easily
Everything's there to deceive me
Feeling deceived by everything around
Whatever could bring us closer
Anything that could unite us seems elusive
So many things unsaid and undone
Many important things remain unexpressed and undone
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