Lyrics
Kind of hard feeling,
Feeling of difficulty or discomfort
Like when someone complains on clothes,
Comparing the feeling to when someone complains about clothing or a similar irritation
Or something else that is stuck in the throat
Describing the sensation of something being stuck in the throat, causing discomfort
Hard and lonely,
Expressing a sense of hardship and isolation
I never understood
Confusion or lack of understanding
Come home again
Expressing a return home, possibly with unresolved emotions or issues
Come home,
An invitation or desire for someone to come home
I never understood
Reiteration of not understanding something
The aching in my throat is still as hard as before
Continued difficulty or discomfort in the throat
I did not know or understand
Admitting a lack of knowledge or comprehension
I'm older now but just as young
Acknowledging the passage of time but feeling unchanged
I'm the same person
Emphasizing continuity of identity
Selfish,
Describing a characteristic of being self-centered
The selfishness that crawls upon you when you least expect
Discussing the unexpected nature of selfishness
Like a spider in your bed
Using a metaphor of a spider in bed to convey an unsettling feeling
That you have laid into pieces,
Suggesting a breakdown or fragmentation of something significant
But still not
Despite the fragmentation, it is not completely destroyed
It doesn't die,
Highlighting the persistence of a certain feeling or quality
No it's still there
Emphasizing the continued existence of the mentioned feeling or quality
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