Lyrics
Glory days
Reflecting on past glorious times
I've wasted them away
Regret for not making the most of those times
Looking forward to getting colder
Anticipation for colder and challenging times
A greeting card for the holidays
Comparing life to a holiday greeting card
Why do I always keep running towards nothing
Questioning a pattern of chasing unfulfilling goals
I threw my heart into a dark alley that no one goes
Investing emotions in an unnoticed, dark place
I've traveled so far
Physical and metaphorical distance traveled
But all I've done is come back home
Frustration at returning without progress
I can't explain where my light is
Uncertainty about one's own source of light
But I can sit back
Taking a moment to relax and contemplate
Fill my heart
Engaging in self-reflection and self-care
I'm lost like a child's mind caught on the fences
Feeling lost and vulnerable, like a child
And look at these holes in my jeans
Noticing and acknowledging personal flaws
They never brought me anything, no
Expressing disappointment in past choices
I stopped searching for the holy ghost
Abandoning the pursuit of spiritual enlightenment
'Cause I'm in hell
Feeling trapped or distressed, possibly in a difficult situation
If it's guts that I need
Willing to do anything, even morally questionable, for courage
I'll be an organ thief
Expressing a desire to forcefully take control
I'll tear you apart
Committing to tearing down obstacles or challenges
Tear you apart
Find me somewhere in the dark
Seeking identity or existence in obscurity
Find me somewhere in the dark
Find me somewhere in the lake
Searching for self in a metaphorical lake of challenges
I'm a stone sinking faster
Feeling weighed down and sinking in life's struggles
Makes my bones ache
Experiencing physical and emotional pain
Life skips me on the way
Sensing a lack of opportunities in life
I stopped searching for the holy ghost
Abandoning the quest for spiritual fulfillment
'Cause I'm in hell
Reiterating a feeling of being in a distressing situation
If it's guts that I need
Willingness to resort to drastic measures for strength
I'll be an organ thief
Committing to forcibly taking control
I'll tear you apart
Repeating the determination to overcome challenges
Tear you apart
I stopped searching for the holy ghost
Perceived continuation of a distressing existence
I'm already in hell
Emphasizing the sense of being in a difficult situation
If it's guts that I need
Reiterating a willingness to take extreme actions
I'll be an organ thief
Recommitting to forcefully taking control
I'll tear you apart
Repeating the commitment to overcome challenges
Tear you apart
Right from the start
Stating a sense of being born into difficulty or darkness
Right from the start
I was born in the dark
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