Novocain
Embracing Numbness: Decoding the Meaning of Fit for Rivals' Novocain
Lyrics
I'm not your ordinary girl
I don't conform to the typical expectations of a girl.
When I first came into this world
Upon entering the world, I lacked emotional warmth or empathy.
I was born without a heart
I was born without a compassionate nature.
In the cold, in the dark
I experienced a challenging and bleak beginning.
Don't think there's a right solution
There may not be a clear solution to my existence.
People like me are the pollution
Individuals like me are considered a contaminant to society.
Mix the dirty with the clean
Mixing the impure with the pure.
Lost my way in the between
I lost my path somewhere in the middle.
Maybe I'm a little too obsessive
Perhaps I'm excessively fixated on things.
I know you think I'm a manic-depressive
Others perceive me as someone with extreme mood swings.
No, there's nothing I don't regret
I have regrets for everything in my life.
So listen up close so you don't forget
Pay close attention to what I'm about to say.
I think Novocain runs through my veins
I feel emotionally numb, like Novocain in my veins.
I don't know how to love or how to feel
I struggle to understand love or experience emotions.
When the sun turns black and we all decay
Even in dark times, I remain unaffected.
I will feel nothing, wouldn't change anything
I won't feel anything, and I wouldn't change my situation.
So fill me up on your prescription
Seeking relief through medication.
Can't hear me you never listen
Others are unable to hear me; they ignore what I say.
Tried so hard to play the part
I tried hard to fit a role while concealing my true self.
In disguise from the start
I've been in disguise since the beginning.
There's no logic in your lesson
Your teachings lack logical reasoning.
Thoughts are skewed through my perception
My thoughts are distorted by my perspective.
Blur the line a million times
The line between reality and illusion is blurry.
So now I've made it out alive
I've survived and made it through.
Maybe I'm a little too obsessive
Perhaps I'm excessively fixated on things (repeated).
I know you think I'm a manic-depressive
Others perceive me as someone with extreme mood swings (repeated).
No, there's nothing I don't regret
I have regrets for everything in my life (repeated).
So listen up close so you don't forget.
Pay close attention to what I'm about to say (repeated).
I think Novocain runs through my veins
I feel emotionally numb, like Novocain in my veins (repeated).
I don't know how to love or how to feel
I struggle to understand love or experience emotions (repeated).
When the sun turns black and we all decay
Even in dark times, I remain unaffected (repeated).
I will feel nothing, wouldn't change anything.
I won't feel anything, and I wouldn't change my situation (repeated).
Woah, change anything
I wouldn't change anything (repeated).
Woah, wouldn't change anything
-Wouldn't change anything
-I think Novocain runs through my veins
I feel emotionally numb, like Novocain in my veins (repeated).
I don't know how to love or how to feel
I struggle to understand love or experience emotions (repeated).
When the sun turns black and we all decay
Even in dark times, I remain unaffected (repeated).
I will feel nothing, wouldn't change anything
I won't feel anything, and I wouldn't change my situation (repeated).
Woah, change anything
I wouldn't change anything (repeated).
Woah
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