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You call me up on the phone, at 3am
You contact me on the phone, specifically at 3 am
You tell me the problem's me and not him
You attribute the relationship issues to me, not him
Our relationship, just started igniting
Our relationship has recently started becoming more intense
Why'd it all have to end, replay the fighting
Questioning why everything had to come to an end, reflecting on past arguments
With white sinks, they're filled with tears
White sinks symbolize tears, expressing emotional pain
I've been bleeding out for years by now
Enduring emotional suffering for a long time
I'm sober ready, my heart is heavy
Being sober and prepared, but feeling a heavy heart
Can I just try to get some sleep now
Desire for some peace and the ability to sleep
All I wanted was something, a little exciting
Seeking excitement or fulfillment in the relationship
I'm starting to feel so sore, from all this handwriting
Feeling physical pain from excessive writing or communication
I have doubts, but I'll conquer fears
Having uncertainties but determined to overcome fears
I've been tryna fight through my tears
Struggling through tears, attempting to fight emotional battles
Shoulder heavy, I know I'm not ready
Carrying a heavy burden on the shoulders, acknowledging unreadiness
Can I just be at peace right now
Longing for peace and tranquility at the moment
All of my negative thoughts, they're so inviting
Negative thoughts are tempting and consuming
Only time where I can't think, is when I'm driving
Driving as a time when thoughts are temporarily suspended
I'm done with heartache, the next chance I take
Expressing a desire to move on from heartache
Might leave me in the bottom of a lake
A future chance might lead to a drastic outcome, like hitting rock bottom
I'm broke down, beyond repair
Feeling emotionally broken and beyond recovery
But everyone just leaves me there
Experiencing a sense of abandonment or neglect by others
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