Lyrics
Setting sail on unknown cruises
Embarking on unfamiliar journeys or experiences.
Left me just with unseen bruises
Left with emotional or psychological injuries that are not visible.
Live my life but on my own
Living life independently.
Tell me why I have to atone
Questioning why there is a need for repentance or making amends.
Feeling lost
Experiencing a sense of being directionless or without purpose.
I'm feeling wrong
Feeling a sense of moral or existential misalignment.
Feeling like nowhere I belong
Feeling like one doesn't belong anywhere.
A dark cloud hangs over my head
Expressing the presence of a metaphorical dark cloud symbolizing negativity or hardship.
And it never stops to rain
The adversity seems unending, like constant rainfall from the dark cloud.
Feels like I'm better off dead
Feeling that life might be better if one were not alive.
Just everlasting pain
Experiencing continuous emotional suffering.
Sleep comes slow if comes at all
Sleep is elusive, and the mind is preoccupied with thoughts.
Thoughts fill my mind until I fall
Thoughts persistently occupy the mind until sleep finally comes.
It is real, I don't pretend
Asserting that the pain and struggle are real, not imagined or feigned.
And I'm waiting for the end
Anticipating and waiting for the end or resolution of the suffering.
Nothing gets me out of bed
Struggling to find motivation to get out of bed.
Nothing good for me ahead
Perceiving a lack of positive prospects in the future.
It feels like my mind is drowned
Feeling overwhelmed, as if the mind is submerged or engulfed.
My hope never will be found
Despairing that hope is lost and cannot be recovered.
Feeling lost
Experiencing a sense of being directionless or without purpose (repeated).
I'm feeling wrong
Feeling a sense of moral or existential misalignment (repeated).
Feeling like nowhere I belong
Feeling like one doesn't belong anywhere (repeated).
A dark cloud hangs over my head
Reiterating the presence of a metaphorical dark cloud symbolizing negativity or hardship.
And it never stops to rain
Emphasizing the relentless nature of the adversity, like never-ending rain.
Feels like I'm better off dead
Reiterating the feeling that life might be better if one were not alive.
Just everlasting pain
Reiterating the experience of continuous emotional suffering.
Now I feel like giving up
Feeling inclined to surrender or give up in the face of challenges.
Thinking I am out of luck
Believing that luck or favorable outcomes are no longer on one's side.
And I just want to be gone
Expressing a desire to escape or cease to exist.
Still I can't stop moving on
Despite the desire to give up, the individual keeps moving forward.
Feeling lost
Experiencing a sense of being directionless or without purpose (repeated).
I'm feeling wrong
Feeling a sense of moral or existential misalignment (repeated).
Feeling like nowhere I belong
Feeling like one doesn't belong anywhere (repeated).
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