Lyrics
There are reasons I can't stay
Expressing a need to leave for certain reasons.
I counted them all myself
Counting and acknowledging the reasons to leave.
But I will always keep awake
Commitment to staying alert or conscious despite the desire to leave.
Searching for how it felt
Continuously searching for the feeling that is being sought.
Because all I want is to
Desire to connect with others, seeking identity in them.
Find myself in anyone
Expressing the broader desire to identify with anyone.
And I wonder if it will ever come
Questioning if the sought connection will ever materialize.
As easy as us giving up
Reflecting on the ease of giving up in relationships.
If this could stop
Contemplating the idea of stopping something significant.
I don't think I'd want it to
Expressing uncertainty about wanting to stop the mentioned thing.
I built my life around
Building a life centered around observing someone else.
Watching everything you do
Continued focus on observing the actions of the other person.
It still feels like you can hear
Feeling a connection as if the other person can hear when spoken to.
Me when I talk to you
Despite feeling a connection, there is no response from the other person.
You just don't respond
Highlighting the lack of response and potential isolation.
And all I want is to find myself in anyone
Reiterating the desire to find identity in someone.
And I wonder if you're having fun
Questioning if the other person is enjoying life.
I wonder if you're having fun?
Repeating the question, emphasizing the uncertainty.
And all I want is to find myself in anyone
Repeating the desire to find identity in someone.
And I wonder if you're having fun
Reiterating the question about the other person's enjoyment.
In that empty space where we used to talk
Referring to a space where communication used to happen but is now empty.
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