Lyrics
I stopped looking for answers in all of the wrong places
I ceased seeking solutions in inappropriate places
They once looked so inviting to me
These places once seemed attractive to me
I stopped wishing that you'd see my value as a person
I stopped hoping for your recognition of my worth as a person
I don't need anyone to set me free
I don't require anyone to liberate me
It's a hard truth, getting older
Accepting the harsh reality of aging
All these knives stuck in our shoulders
We bear the burden of numerous challenges
It's a hard truth, to have loved you
Facing the difficult truth of having loved you
Left me with more pain to undo
Left me with the task of overcoming more pain
If I shed a tear it won't be for you
If I cry, it won't be for you but for my past self
It will be for the person I used to be
Tears for the person I used to be
Before you took them away from me
Before you took that person away from me
When I went looking for answers
During my quest for answers
When I close my eyes I feel your lies
Closing my eyes brings the sensation of your deceit
And I can see that it was never meant to be
Realizing it was never meant to be
All you ever did was hurt me
You only caused me pain
So I went looking for answers
So I searched for answers
Oh, if there was an acting award
If there were awards for pretending to care until boredom
For acting like you care 'til you're bored
You'd win, and I'd suffer by your actions
You'd win it while I'd die by your sword
If it's not new and shiny, it's disposable to you
And oh, if it isn't shiny and new
You harm those who support you
Then it's disposable to you
Biting the hand that feeds, then chewing on it
You bite the hand that feeds then you chew
If I shed a tear, it won't be for you, but for my past self
If I shed a tear it won't be for you
Tears for the person I used to be
It will be for the person I used to be
Before you took that person away from me
Before you took them away from me
During my quest for answers
When I went looking for answers
Closing my eyes brings the sensation of your deceit
When I close my eyes I feel your lies
Realizing it was never meant to be
And I can see that it was never meant to be
You only caused me pain
All you ever did was hurt me
So I searched for answers
So I went looking for answers
I don't forgive you, and I don't have to
I don't forgive you
-I never have to
-I don't forgive you
-I never have to
-I don't forgive you
-I never have to
-I don't forgive you
-I never have to
-I don't forgive you
-I never have to
-I don't forgive you
-I never have to
-I don't forgive you
-I never have to
-I don't forgive you
-I never have to
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