Lyrics
When I said good morning
Initial greeting was insincere
I was lying
The morning greeting wasn't genuine
I was truly thinking of
Contemplating ending life
How I might quit waking up
Consideration of not wanting to wake up anymore
He pointed out how selfish
Someone pointed out the selfishness of suicide
It would be to kill myself
Realization of the selfishness in ending one's life
So I keep waking up
Continuing to live despite suicidal thoughts
It feels so much like falling
Suicidal feelings are akin to falling
Dying while I wait to die
Sense of dying emotionally while waiting for physical death
The fear of something or nothing
Fear of an uncertain outcome (something or nothing)
Lonely empty lie
Feeling of loneliness and emptiness
I don't want to be a liar
Desire to be truthful
I don't want to be selfish anymore
Desire to overcome selfishness
I want so much to change, learning your love every day
Yearning for personal transformation through love
There's still so much to know
Recognizing the vastness of what's yet to be understood
You grip my wrists
Metaphorical restraint by someone else
I let go
Choice to release control or resistance
It feels so much like falling
Similarity between suicidal feelings and falling
Separated from the fear
Feeling removed from the fear
Aware of a destination far away from here
Awareness of a distant and different place
It feels so much like falling
Reiteration of similarity between suicidal feelings and falling
Separated from the fear
Feeling removed from the fear, repeated
Aware of a destination far away from here
Awareness of a distant and different place, repeated
Far away from here
Emphasis on being far away from the current distress
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