Lyrics
Sick of circling the same road
Feeling exhausted from going around the same path repeatedly
Sick of bearing the guilt
Weary of carrying the burden of guilt
So open the windows to cool off
Seeking relief by opening up but encountering more intense emotions instead
And heat pours in instead
Instead of finding relief, strong emotions flood in
Perfect in weakness
Recognizing one's perfection in their vulnerability or flaws
I'm only perfect in just your strength alone
Acknowledging that one feels perfect only through relying on someone else's strength
All my efforts to clean me
Efforts to improve oneself result in feeling even more unclean and dirty
Leave me putrid and filthy
Despite attempts to cleanse oneself, feeling repulsive and unclean
And how can you look at me
Questioning how someone can see them positively when they can't stand themselves
When I can't stand myself
Expressing a struggle with self-acceptance
I'm tired to be honest
Feeling worn out from being honest about emotions
I'm nobody
Feeling like nobody or insignificant
Perfect in weakness
Reiterating the feeling of perfection in one's weaknesses
I'm only perfect in just your strength alone
Highlighting reliance on another's strength to feel perfect
Perfect in weakness
Repeating the notion of perfection in vulnerability
I'm only running in just your strength alone
Emphasizing dependence on another's strength to keep going
I tried to kill you
Expressing a desire or attempt to harm someone
You tried to save me
Someone attempting to save despite being harmed
You save me
Repetition emphasizing the act of being saved by someone else
You save me
-You save me
-You save me
-Perfect in weakness
Reiterating the feeling of finding perfection in vulnerability
I'm only perfect in just your strength alone
Dependence on another's strength to feel perfect
Perfect in weakness
Repeating the concept of perfection in vulnerability
I'm only running in just your strength alone
Reliance on another's strength to keep moving forward
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