The Solstice Rebirth
Embracing Fear: A Journey of Self-Discovery
Lyrics
I fear for what I'll become
I am apprehensive about the person I will transform into.
I am no longer in control
I have lost control over myself.
Can I survive through the night
Am I capable of surviving the challenges of the night?
My fear is blocking my vision
My fear is hindering my ability to see clearly.
I can't help myself to scream for help
I find myself unable to resist screaming for assistance.
Don't know if I can take the pain
Uncertain if I can endure the pain.
I gave it my all to shield me from this hell
I have given my best effort to protect myself from this torment.
I lost myself within this burdened soul
I have lost my true self within this burdened soul.
No longer in control
I am no longer in control (repeated).
No air can escape my lungs, as the panic sets in
No breath can escape as panic takes hold; the beginning of a crisis.
This is how it begins
This marks the start of a challenging situation.
Swallow the sun and welcome the night
Symbolic act of embracing darkness and welcoming adversity.
Their eyes lost all life, as we faded into the night
Others lose vitality in their eyes as we fade into the night.
Pull me up from the ground
Request to be lifted from a low point or despair.
My flesh sculptured to their will
My physical form shaped by external influences.
Drawn from their belief, an endless disease
Derived from others' beliefs, an ongoing affliction.
I'm marked for this life, what if I opened my eyes
I am destined for this life; contemplating the consequences if I open my eyes.
Could I see all the wrong, could I see what I've become
Reflecting on the potential realization of wrongs and self-awareness.
I am awake from the tremor within
Awareness dawns from the inner disturbance.
Forming from my sin
Emerging from the consequences of my wrongdoing.
Earth
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Call my name
A plea for acknowledgment from the Earth.
Cleanse me from my shame
Request for cleansing from the shame I bear.
I'll come back
Expressing intent to return.
In the silence of the night
In the quiet of the night, a promise to come alive.
I'll come alive
Commitment to revival.
Swallow the sun and welcome the night
Reiterating the act of embracing darkness and adversity.
Their eyes lost all life
Reiteration of others losing life in their eyes as we fade into the night.
As we faded into the night
Repetition of the plea to be lifted from the ground.
Pull me up from the ground
Repeated request for elevation from despair.
Pull me up from the ground
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Hang me high
A metaphorical request to be displayed prominently, exposing vulnerabilities.
Let them see
Encouragement for others to witness the outcome of their creation.
Their creation
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Let them see
Encouragement for others to see the fear instilled.
Their fear
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