Lyrics
I don't wanna be here
I don't want to be present in this situation.
Biting on my tongue so hard it could bleed
I'm holding back my words so intensely that it could cause bleeding.
Underneath a table
I am hiding or seeking refuge beneath a table.
Shaking from my shoulders down to my knees
I am physically trembling, the stress extending from my shoulders to my knees.
Criticize me, I don't have a ride tonight anyway
Despite criticism, I lack transportation tonight.
What day is it, I don't think I wanna know
I am uncertain about the current day and prefer not to know.
Is it even worth it to wash my hair
Questioning the value of grooming habits like washing hair or changing clothes.
Or change my clothes
Expressing indifference towards personal appearance decisions.
Hmm I don't know
Expressing uncertainty about a decision or action.
I don't wanna be here
Reiteration of the desire not to be in the current situation.
Sticking to my seat, it's hard to ignore
Feeling stuck or glued to a seat, unable to ignore the situation.
Underneath a highway
Being under a highway, aiming for something unattainable like moonlight clouding the shore.
Aiming for the moonlight clouding the shore
Engaging in fantasy, acknowledging the lack of a place to go tonight.
Fantasizing, I don't have a place tonight anyway
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Only when I'm sleeping
Highlighting a condition or state only occurring during sleep.
You can hear it in my breathing
Suggesting that one can detect a sound in breathing while asleep.
I can't get enough to fill my lungs
Unable to satisfy a craving or desire to the point of filling the lungs.
So my body kicks to wake me up
The body reacts by kicking to awaken the person.
I don't wanna be here
Reiteration of the desire not to be present in the current situation.
Soaking up the gazes, heavy and cold
Feeling exposed to stares that are intense and chilling.
Underneath a promise
Under a promise that is unattainable, beyond reach.
I could never reach to have and to hold
Emphasizing the inability to attain or possess something desired.
I won't cry though, I don't need your sympathy anyway
Asserting independence by rejecting the need for sympathy or comfort.
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