dependency
Euphoric Dependency: A Journey Through Mistakes and Ecstasy
Lyrics
I said goodbye to my good senses
I made the decision to part with my rationality or good judgment.
And all so I could drown in your sweet ecstasy
I willingly chose to be immersed in the delightful pleasure or intoxication you provide.
And by tomorrow I'll regret it
Anticipating regret for my actions tomorrow.
But that's too far away to see clearly
Unable to clearly see the consequences because they are too distant.
And my god I'm so high right now
Expressing a heightened emotional state, likely influenced by substances.
And all my mistakes are starting to fade away right now
Past errors or misjudgments are starting to fade from my awareness.
And all I can say, don't want it another way
Expressing a desire to continue in the current state and not seek an alternative.
I'm getting high off you
The intoxication or emotional high is derived from the person being addressed.
So now and then I try and quit it
Attempts to quit the dependency occur occasionally.
But overall it's got its hooks in me
Despite attempts to break free, the dependency has a strong hold on the individual.
It helps me dull my duller senses
Substance or the source of dependency helps numb the less acute senses.
But it can't be all I breathe
Acknowledgment that dependency should not be the sole focus or source of life.
And my god I'm so high right now
Reiteration of a heightened emotional state, possibly due to continued influence.
And all my mistakes are starting to fade away right now
The fading of past mistakes continues, reinforcing the present state of mind.
And all I can say, don't want it another way
Reiterating a preference for the current situation and no desire for an alternative.
I'm getting high on you
The emotional high is explicitly linked to the person being addressed.
Ooh
An exclamation expressing strong emotions, possibly pleasure or realization.
Knowing
A realization or awareness of the preferable state when completely detached or gone.
It's better when I'm good and gone
Acknowledging that being in a state of detachment or absence is better.
And my god I'm gone right now
Emphasizing the current state of being absent or detached.
And all my mistakes I'd throw them away if I knew how
If possible, the speaker would discard past mistakes associated with the current state.
But everyday I'm finding escape up in the clouds
Despite the desire to escape, finding solace or relief in a state resembling the clouds.
And my god I'm so fucking high right now
A heightened emotional state, possibly more intense than before.
And all my mistakes are starting to fade away right now
The continued fading of past mistakes, reinforcing the present emotional state.
And all I can say, don't want it another way
Expressing a consistent preference for the current state and rejecting alternatives.
I'm getting high off you
Reiterating that the emotional high is derived from the person being addressed.
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