Lyrics
Shades of sun in my head
Feeling the warmth of the sun in my thoughts
Blistered skin turning red
My skin is burnt and sore
I can't complain
I don't have much to complain about
It's something to do
Keeping occupied
Cloud my mind and erase you
Distorting my thoughts to forget you
Since you're gone
Since your departure
All is wrong
Everything feels wrong
Nothing seems the same down here
Nothing seems familiar or right
If you're gone
If you're not here
And I'm alone
And I'm left alone
Who's heart will I scar down dear?
Whose heart will I hurt deeply, my dear?
Fall in
Getting involved
Fall out
Backing away
Break free
Trying to break free
Break down
Feeling overwhelmed and breaking down
Feel my legs pushing through
Feeling my determination to navigate through this world that revolved around you
This world I built around you
The world I constructed focused on you
I know the blame
Not blaming you for this situation
Is not upon you
Acknowledging that my choices have caused this
But I know the heartless things I choose
Recognizing the unfeeling actions I've taken
Since you're gone
Since you left
All is wrong
Things have been off
Nothing seems the same down here?
Nothing feels right or familiar
If you're gone
If you're not here
And I'm alone
And I'm by myself
Who's heart will I scar down here
Whose heart will I deeply hurt in this place?
Fall in
Getting involved
Fall out
Backing away
Break free
Trying to break free
Break down
Feeling overwhelmed and breaking down
Why God, can't I die?
Expressing a desire for an end to the pain
One kiss, goodbye
A symbolic goodbye with a kiss
Drag this frown from my face
Removing the sadness from my face
Force a smile to take it's place
Forcing myself to appear happy
I can pretend that I'm not confused
Pretending not to be confused
But I don't need the likes of you
Rejecting the need for someone like you
Fall in
Getting involved
Fall out
Backing away
Break free
Trying to break free
Break down
Feeling overwhelmed and breaking down
Why God, can't I die?
Expressing a desire for an end to the pain
One kiss, goodbye
A symbolic goodbye with a kiss
Oh, the heartless things are true
Confirming the cruel realities
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