Black Lung
Lost Friendships: A Journey Through Heartbreak
Lyrics
Shaking
Feeling a sense of unease or tremor
I don't know if I can feel
Expressing uncertainty about the ability to experience emotions
Anything
Lack of emotional sensitivity or numbness
I'm breaking
Experiencing emotional breakdown or distress
All cause you left me here
Attributing the distress to someone leaving
Black Lung
Referring to a negative state or condition (metaphorically)
Look what we've become
Reflecting on the transformation of a relationship
So tell me
Seeking clarification on the sincerity of past emotions
Did you ever really care?
Questioning the depth of care from the other person
Did you think I'd disappear?
Expressing surprise at the expectation of disappearance
If time were to start again
Regretting not acting earlier if time could be rewound
I wouldn't wait until the end
Expressing a desire to avoid waiting until the end
So tell me where do I begin
Questioning where to start in the face of regret
Cause I've gone and lost a friend
Acknowledging the loss of a friendship
Misplaced all of my faith
Admitting a loss of faith or trust in someone or something
And now I've gone and lost my way
Expressing feeling lost and directionless
But I'm ashamed to say
Feeling shame for admitting vulnerability
That I feel like
Expressing a sense of emotional turmoil
I want you dead
Intense negative emotion wishing harm upon someone
You can't comprehend my disdain for your judgment
Expressing an inability to understand the disapproval from another
If time were to start again
Repeating the desire to avoid waiting until the end
I wouldn't wait until the end
Reiterating the regret of not acting earlier in time
If I could start again
Expressing a hypothetical desire to start over
Wait until the end
Repeating the idea of waiting until the end
Where would I begin?
Pondering where to start anew
Now I've lost a friend
Acknowledging the loss of a friend (reiteration)
I disdain
Expressing strong dislike or contempt
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