Lyrics
I have too many fucking options
I am overwhelmed with numerous choices
I'm lost, then I'm found, then I'm lost again
I experience a cycle of being lost, then found, and lost again
"This isn't like the last time," cut me off then
Someone interrupts, stating that the current situation is different from the past
Lie in dread so often, bleed myself so often, lying dead so often
Feel constant anxiety, self-harm, and a sense of spiritual death
When I lie, is when I feel so alive
I feel most alive when I'm dishonest or deceptive
I love to lie, it's like I have no remorse for the things that I say, it's alright
Expressing a lack of remorse for dishonesty, implying it's acceptable
When I die, let the pain bleed through my eyes
Expressing a desire for pain and suffering at the time of death
Something so deep, not like mine
Referencing something profound and contrasting it with the speaker's own experiences
Something so hidden I'm fine
Something deeply concealed, suggesting a facade of being fine
I been fine though, regret and my rifle
Despite challenges, claiming to be fine, acknowledging regret and a connection to a rifle
I brеathe and my eyes closе
Deep contemplation, eyes closing during breathing
I breathe and I look in the sky
Reflecting on life while looking at the sky
I been fine though, regret and my rifle
Reiteration of being fine, tied to regret and the presence of a rifle
I breathe and my eyes close
Closing eyes during breathing, a meditative or reflective state
I breathe and I look in the sky where my life goes
Continued reflection on life, looking at the sky and contemplating its course
I'm draining so slow now
Feeling emotionally drained and slowing down
The drain, blood it goes down
Blood draining down, potentially symbolic of losing life force
I've lost all my hope now
Loss of hope, a sense of despair
I've fallen alone now, now
Experiencing solitude and a sense of falling
(No such thing as happy endings)
Repetition emphasizing the absence of happy endings
(No such thing as happy endings)
-(No such thing as happy endings)
-(No such thing as happy endings)
-No such thing as happy endings
Confirmation that happy endings don't exist
I'm so sick of just pretending
Expressing weariness of pretending or putting on a false facade
Touch the light, my soul ascending
Yearning for a spiritual ascension towards light
Break free of the body lent to me
Desiring liberation from the physical body
Lent to me
Repetition of "Lent to me," emphasizing the temporary nature of the body
Lent to me
-Lent to me
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