Constant State of War
Eternal Struggle: Future Radio's Constant State of Heart's Battle
Lyrics
I hear you calling for me
I perceive your beckoning to me
I don't want to go there again
I resist revisiting that place or situation
I know this thing's so toxic
I acknowledge that this situation is highly harmful
But I still give in
Despite knowing its toxicity, I succumb to it
You whisper sweet, sweet nothing
You softly utter meaningless words to me
Into my ear
You whisper into my ear
I feel that old, old feeling
I experience a familiar, nostalgic emotion
Yet, I know you're not sincere
Yet, I recognize your insincerity
Why am I still here?
I question why I remain in this situation
I don't want to run every time you call, you call my name
I'm reluctant to flee every time you call my name
Still, I'm like a moth I keep on searching for your flame
Similar to a moth, I persistently seek your allure
You're an all-consuming fire, you're all I adore
You are an overwhelming force, my sole devotion
Even though you're destroying me, I still come back for more
Despite your destructive impact, I return for more
Constant state of war
Perpetual state of conflict or struggle
I've said it time and time again
I've expressed this repeatedly
I need to let you go
I need to release myself from your influence
You want nothing good for me
You desire nothing positive for me
You always leave on the low
You consistently depart discreetly or quietly
When I'm high you show
When I'm in an elevated state, you reveal your true nature
I don't want to run every time you call, you call my name
I'm hesitant to escape each time you call my name
Still, I'm like a moth I keep on searching for your flame
Still, like a moth, I persist in seeking your allure
You're an all-consuming fire, you're all I adore
You are a consuming force, my ultimate admiration
Even though you're destroying me, I still come back for more
Despite your harm, I return for more
Constant state of
Uninterrupted state of
Let's fight it out tonight
Let's confront this tonight
And go our separate ways
And part ways from each other
You know without my love
You realize that without my love, your life lacks purpose
Your whole life is waste
Your entire life is futile
It's been ten days now
It's been ten days without communication from you
Without hearing from you
I now see things more clearly
I see things clearer now
I might endure and overcome
I might make it through
I might survive
I don't want to run every time you call, you call my name
I'm reluctant to escape every time you call my name
Still, I'm like a moth I keep on searching for your flame
Still, like a moth, I persist in seeking your allure
You're an all-consuming fire, you're all I adore
You are a consuming force, my ultimate admiration
Even though you're destroying me, I still come back for more
Despite your harm, I return for more
Constant state of war
Uninterrupted state of conflict or struggle
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