Lyrics
I'd be so beautiful if I could sharpen my nose
The singer wishes for physical changes, like a sharper nose, to conform to societal beauty standards.
maybe, change all my clothes
Considering changing clothing style to fit in with the popular crowd.
so the cool kids would know
Desire for acceptance by the 'cool kids.'
I'm alive
Asserting existence and vitality.
I'm alive
Reaffirmation of being alive.
If I could lose all my skin
Willingness to undergo drastic changes, possibly metaphorical, for acceptance.
Maybe, shave off my chin
Contemplating altering physical appearance.
Tell me, could I exist?
Questioning existence and validation through conformity.
Help me find happiness
Seeking guidance or support in finding happiness.
I want in
Desire to be included or accepted.
Oh, let me in
Expressing a plea or longing to belong.
I'm not crazy
Clarification that feeling overwhelmed isn't insanity, but possibly lack of rest.
I just haven't had much sleep
Attributing the obsessive thoughts to sleep deprivation.
Can't stop thinking
Feeling trapped or stuck, possibly due to a difficult situation.
Cuz i'm stuck here pulling teeth
Analogizing a difficult situation to extracting teeth, a painful process.
Till I'm all I want
Striving to become one's ideal self.
Till I'm all I need
Aspiring for self-sufficiency and contentment.
If I'm all I'm not
Realization that if not oneself, feeling complete becomes a challenge.
Maybe I'd feel complete
Yearning for a sense of wholeness or fulfillment.
I'd be so relevant
Desiring relevance or significance.
with just a few more friends
Associating relevance with having a larger social circle.
pressing "like" on my posts
Seeking validation through social media ('likes' on posts).
giving false sense of hope
Noting how false validation can provide temporary hope.
I'm alright
Claiming to be alright or content.
I have a life
Asserting having a life or being content.
Are we lost and alone
Questioning the authenticity of relationships, feeling lost among artificial connections.
with fake friends we don't know
Questioning the genuineness of friendships cultivated on social media.
Thinking, what can we change?
Reflecting on changes desired in oneself.
All our features, our names
Considering alterations to physical appearance and identity.
I want out
Expressing a desire to escape from societal pressures and expectations.
Oh, let me out
A plea to be released from societal norms.
A new me you haven't seen
Desiring a transformed self not perceived by others.
Same soul
Retaining the same essence despite external changes.
Different sheen
Seeking a different presentation or aura.
So close to everything they worship
Being near qualities or traits admired by others.
One cut then stitch me up
Willingness to undergo alterations to conform to societal standards.
Guess what?
Realizing that despite changes, satisfaction isn't attained.
It's not enough
Acknowledging the inadequacy of changes made so far.
Keep on changing things till I'm perfect
Continuing the pursuit of perfection through alterations.
Just let me leave these insecurities
Expressing a desire to overcome insecurities.
(I'm insecure)
Reaffirming the state of feeling insecure.
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