Gasoline on my Pillow
Twisted Love Unveiled: Gasoline on my Pillow by Gabe Chachas
Lyrics
I'm not healed
I am emotionally wounded and not yet recovered.
My wounds are still bleeding
My wounds are still causing emotional pain.
The band-aid that you stuck on my knees are unsticking
The efforts to cover my pain are failing, symbolized by a peeling band-aid.
Blood dripping, your lies hurt more than truths 'cause I know that
Your lies hurt more than truths, acknowledging the emotional impact of deception.
You don't mean it, you don't mean it, no
Expressing doubt about the sincerity of the other person.
I'm not fine
I am not okay emotionally.
My limbs have grown numb
I feel emotionally numb, and my efforts are falling apart.
Every bridge I've ever built is coming undone
Past connections or relationships are deteriorating.
All I've done to prove I'm worthy of your love, worthy of your affection
Expressing the efforts made to gain love and affection.
Can't recognize my own reflection
Struggling with self-identity and self-worth.
You're the one who made me undergo this change
Blaming someone for causing a significant change in the speaker's life.
Folded me like origami, sharpened up, cut through your chain
Metaphorical transformation and impact of the person on the speaker.
Cursed my name, never saw it coming
Unexpected consequences of actions taken by the other person.
'Cause my baby, I was convinced that maybe we had something
Expressing belief in a past connection or relationship.
I'm on my knees
Begging for recognition and understanding.
Begging for you to see
Desperation for acknowledgment of efforts made for approval.
That everything I've ever done was for you to like me
Everything done was to seek approval and affection.
Your remedy is my cecity
Your solution is causing my blindness, metaphorically losing clarity.
Remind me once again why you enjoy to watch me plead
Questioning the pleasure derived from witnessing the speaker's suffering.
You're the one who made me undergo this change
Reiteration of the impact and change caused by the person.
Folded me like origami, sharpened up, cut through your chain
Metaphorically manipulated and cut through emotional ties.
Cursed my name, never saw it coming
Unexpected consequences of the speaker's transformation.
'Cause my baby, I was convinced that maybe we had something
Belief in a past connection despite negative outcomes.
Pour the gasoline on my pillow
Symbolic expression of worsening emotional turmoil.
Let you sabotage me, do whatever you want
Allowing self-sabotage for the sake of the person.
'Cause I need you, and baby, I can't breathe without you
Expressing dependency and the inability to function without the person.
Your vicious teeth is all I need tonight
Desiring the destructive aspects of the person.
I can trust you, do whatever you may like
Trust in the person's actions, no matter how harmful.
'Cause you know I love a sucker with a twisted knife
Expressing a preference for pain caused by the person.
You're the one who made me undergo this change
Reiteration of the impact and change caused by the person.
Folded me like origami, sharpened up, cut through your chain
Metaphorical representation of being molded and cut by the person.
Cursed my name, never saw it coming
Unexpected consequences of the speaker's transformation.
'Cause my baby, I was convinced that maybe we had something
Belief in a past connection despite negative outcomes.
Pour the gasoline on my pillow
Symbolic expression of worsening emotional turmoil.
Let you sabotage me, do whatever you want
Allowing self-sabotage for the sake of the person.
'Cause I need you, and baby, I can't breathe without you
Expressing dependency and the inability to function without the person.
Your vicious teeth is all I need tonight
Desiring the destructive aspects of the person.
I can trust you, do whatever you may like
Trust in the person's actions, no matter how harmful.
'Cause you know I love a sucker with a twisted knife
Expressing a preference for pain caused by the person.
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