Lyrics
It's not fair
Expressing a sense of injustice or imbalance in a situation.
It doesn't matter who I hang out with
Emphasizing that the company of others doesn't alleviate the feeling of loneliness.
I still feel alone
Conveying a persistent sense of isolation despite external interactions.
Be it with a stranger or a room full of friends
Regardless of being with strangers or friends, the loneliness persists.
I just want to know
Expressing a desire to understand what it feels like to be comfortable in one's own identity.
What it's like to feel at home in my skin
Desiring a sense of belonging and acceptance within oneself.
'Cause right now
Describing the current emotional state as feeling transparent and diminishing.
I feel like I'm see-through and I'm shriveling
Feeling invisible and withering away emotionally.
And so I crawl back into the dark
Retreating into darkness as a coping mechanism.
That comforts me
Finding solace in the darkness that provides emotional comfort.
Find ways to be numb, but eventually
Seeking ways to numb the emotions but recognizing the temporary relief.
It all hits me
Anticipating that suppressed emotions will resurface eventually.
I'm all alone
Expressing a profound sense of being alone.
And vulnerable
Feeling exposed and susceptible to emotional pain.
On my own
Emphasizing an individual journey without external support.
I'm just scared
Admitting to a fear of being authentically seen by others.
That I'll be seen for who I really am
Concern about potential rejection and abandonment once true self is revealed.
'Cause once I'm bare
Highlighting the vulnerability that comes with exposing one's true self.
I'll be given up and abandoned
Fearing the possibility of being forsaken once vulnerabilities are revealed.
And so I crawl back into the dark
Returning to the metaphorical darkness as a familiar emotional retreat.
That comforts me
Finding comfort in the darkness, possibly as a protective mechanism.
Find ways to be numb, but eventually
Seeking ways to numb emotions, acknowledging the temporary nature of relief.
It all hits me
Anticipating the eventual resurgence of suppressed emotions.
I'm all alone
Reiterating the profound sense of solitude and emotional isolation.
And vulnerable
Acknowledging vulnerability and susceptibility to emotional pain.
On my own
Emphasizing the individuality of the journey without external support.
I don't care, I don't ever wanna care at all
Expressing a lack of desire to care about anything at all.
I don't care, I don't ever wanna care at all
Reiterating the indifference and desire to remain emotionally detached.
I feel so numb, I feel so numb
Describing a state of emotional numbness.
I don't care, I don't ever wanna care at all
Affirming the lack of interest in caring about anything.
'Cause I'm all alone
Reiterating the profound sense of solitude and emotional vulnerability.
And vulnerable
Acknowledging vulnerability and susceptibility to emotional pain.
On my own
Emphasizing the individuality of the journey without external support.
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