Keep Pushing Me
Resisting Love's Twisted Dance
Lyrics
Every time I see your face
Encountering your presence affects me deeply.
I'm lost for words I don't know what to say
Speechless and unsure of how to express myself.
You're smiling at me like a wolf
Your smile is deceptive, possibly indicating hidden intentions.
I close my eyes as my skin crawls away
Feeling uncomfortable or disturbed, prompting avoidance.
You can keep on making lists
While you focus on details and control, I embrace my imperfections.
I'll be happy making my mistakes
Choosing to learn from my mistakes rather than pursuing perfection.
You'll be taking off your boxers
You engage in intimate activities, while I plan an escape.
I'll be busy planning my escape
Preparing to distance myself from a situation or relationship.
I won't stay but I can't leave
Torn between leaving and staying due to a conflicting sense of loyalty.
Some twisted sense of loyalty
A distorted loyalty that complicates the decision to stay or leave.
You make me love the things I hate
You make me appreciate things I would typically dislike.
Keep pushing me, pushing me, keep pushing me away
Feeling pushed away by external forces or circumstances.
Please keep pushing me, pushing me, keep pushing me away
A plea to continue pushing away, emphasizing the desire for distance.
Pulling wings off butterflies
Engaging in destructive behavior to mask inner pain.
Just to hide the pain you feel inside
Harming oneself emotionally to conceal internal struggles.
Keep telling yourself you're in charge
Deluding oneself into believing they have control.
Telling yourself it will be alright
Optimistically convincing oneself that everything will be fine.
And you'll stay happy in the dark
Choosing to remain ignorant and content in a state of darkness.
I'll be drifting out towards the light
Opting for enlightenment and moving towards a brighter path.
When you start to speak your mind
When you express your thoughts, I dismiss them with disbelief.
I'll just turn around and roll my eyes
Rejecting the significance of your words by rolling my eyes.
I won't stay but I can't leave
Conflicted between leaving and staying due to loyalty.
Some twisted sense of loyalty
A complex and conflicted loyalty influencing decisions.
You make me love the things I hate
Discovering affection for things I would typically dislike.
Keep pushing me, pushing me, keep pushing me away
Feeling consistently pushed away by external factors.
Please keep pushing me, pushing me, keep pushing me away
Pleading for continued distance and pushing away.
Stop breathing down my neck
Requesting personal space and an end to suffocating behavior.
Do you understand me, yet?
Asking for understanding and recognition of boundaries.
Sometimes you have to lose
Accepting that sometimes one must experience loss for personal growth.
I'm living life for me not you
Living life independently for oneself, not catering to others.
I won't stay but I can't leave
Torn between leaving and staying due to loyalty.
Some twisted sense of loyalty
A loyalty that complicates decisions and causes internal conflict.
You make me love the things I hate
Finding appreciation for things normally disliked due to external influences.
Keep pushing me, pushing me, keep pushing me away
Continuing to feel pushed away and desiring distance.
I won't stay but I can't leave
Struggling with conflicting feelings of leaving and staying.
Some twisted sense of loyalty
A loyalty that adds complexity to the decision-making process.
You make me love the things I hate
Discovering love for things that were initially disliked.
Keep pushing me, pushing me, keep pushing me away
Persistently feeling pushed away and desiring distance.
Please keep pushing me, pushing me, keep pushing me away
Requesting continued distance and pushing away.
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