Lyrics
Maybe I just don't get it, look
Expressing confusion or lack of understanding about a situation.
I'm not happy, but I'll be okay
Acknowledging current unhappiness but expressing hope for the future.
I just miss the way you call my name
Yearning for the past, specifically the way the person used to address them.
I'm embarrassed and I'm ashamed
Feeling embarrassed and ashamed, possibly due to a mistake or regret.
If you're hearing this please don't pick up
Pleading for the listener not to answer the call, suggesting vulnerability.
I'm upset about missing your touch
Expressing sorrow over the absence of physical contact with the person.
Now there's a fire burning within me
Describing an intense emotional state, possibly passion or turmoil.
I can't even feel my limbs right now
Feeling emotionally detached or numb, losing awareness of one's body.
I'm angry cause I'm so broken now
Expressing anger due to feeling shattered or emotionally broken.
I'm feeling this anguish hit me now
Experiencing intense emotional pain or distress.
I'm tryna erase, all of my pain
Desire to erase or forget painful memories, facing obstacles in doing so.
But life has a funny thing of getting in my way
Life's challenges hindering the process of overcoming emotional pain.
I know I'm impatient, but all of my flaws are patiently waiting
Recognizing impatience with personal flaws, waiting for improvement.
Waiting for me to, go get something that numbs all the feelings I've been feeling all this week, but no
Resisting the temptation to numb feelings with substances or distractions.
Maybe my reflection just hates me
Suggesting internal conflict or self-loathing through self-reflection.
Or maybe I just want the world against me
Contemplating a desire for adversity or challenges from the world.
My mind is confused
Expressing confusion or inner turmoil in the mind.
Off everything I've used to lie awake and count my tears
Recalling times of insomnia, spending nights counting tears.
Oh my tears, all my tears
Highlighting the emotional weight and significance of past tears.
If you're hearing this please don't pick up
Repeating the plea for the listener not to answer the call.
I'm upset about missing your touch
Reiterating the sadness over the absence of physical contact.
Now there's a fire burning within me, I can't even feel my limbs right now
Describing an ongoing internal struggle, physical numbness persisting.
I'm angry cause I'm so broken now
Expressing anger at the current state of emotional brokenness.
I'm feeling this anguish hit me now
Experiencing a fresh wave of intense emotional pain or distress.
I'm tryna erase, all of my pain, but life has a funny thing of getting in my way
Acknowledging the difficulty of overcoming pain due to life's challenges.
I'm not happy, but I'll be okay, I'll be okay
Repeating the acknowledgment of current unhappiness but expressing future optimism.
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