Lyrics
I know it's wishful and hopeless
I acknowledge that my desires are unrealistic and without hope
Like holding a fistful of oceans
Comparable to attempting to control something vast and uncontrollable
And all of the nightmares ain't honest
Nightmares are deceptive; they may not reveal the truth
Or else you might drown in it's presence
Warning against being overwhelmed by the presence of something negative
When you can't unlearn the lessons
Unable to forget or disregard past experiences
Try to look up to moon's crescent
Seek solace or inspiration in the beauty of the moon's crescent
If you can't hold on to it's essence
If unable to grasp the essence, let it go and focus on the present
Try to just breathe in the present
Suggesting the importance of living in the current moment
I'm feeling anxious
Expressing a state of unease and nervousness
Stressed out
Feeling under pressure and strained
Pre-release anguish
Anticipating stress before an event or release
What're you on about
Questioning someone's understanding or awareness
Making a ball
Creating a distraction or diversion
A party
Referencing a social gathering or celebration
Whatever you call it
Regardless of the terminology used
To make me feel loved
Seeking affection or validation
When all hope is lost in a moment
When hope seems lost in a fleeting moment
Try to avoid quick fix potions
Advising against quick, temporary solutions
Knowing a world full of sorrow
Acknowledging the existence of a world full of sadness
Just live in the dreams of tomorrow
Encouraging living in the hope and possibilities of the future
I'm feeling anxious
Reiteration of feeling uneasy and stressed
Stressed out
Experiencing tension and anxiety
Pre-release anguish
Anticipating stress before an event or release (repeated)
What're you on about
Questioning someone's understanding or awareness (repeated)
Making a ball
Creating a distraction or diversion (repeated)
A party
Referencing a social gathering or celebration (repeated)
Whatever you call it
Regardless of the terminology used (repeated)
To make me feel loved
Seeking affection or validation (repeated)
I'm not gonna listen
Rejecting the influence of negative thoughts
To the voices in my head
Resisting the impact of internal doubts and fears
That say what I'm missing
Challenging the value of what is perceived as lacking
Ain't worth what's ahead
Believing that what is ahead is more valuable than what is missing
It ain't gonna go
Not succumbing easily or completely
Or hardly
Little or barely
Not throwing a party
Choosing not to celebrate or engage in festivities
To leave all my dreams behind
Avoiding abandoning one's aspirations or goals
I'm feeling anxious
Reiteration of feeling uneasy and stressed (repeated)
Stressed out
Experiencing tension and anxiety (repeated)
Pre-release anguish
Anticipating stress before an event or release (repeated)
What're you on about
Questioning someone's understanding or awareness (repeated)
Making a ball
Creating a distraction or diversion (repeated)
A party
Referencing a social gathering or celebration (repeated)
Whatever you call it
Regardless of the terminology used (repeated)
To make me feel loved
Seeking affection or validation (repeated)
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