Everything
Rising from Despair: Gentry Fox's Journey of Self-Redemption
Lyrics
Every night I repeat that dream
Repetitive dreams occur every night.
Up on stage with all eyes on me
Imagining being on stage with attention from everyone.
Try to sing but no words come through
Struggling to express oneself vocally while singing.
My voice subdued
Voice feels suppressed or restrained.
Everybody starts to boo and leave
Audience reacts negatively, expressing disapproval and leaving.
In between scenes in a self-made cell
Feeling trapped in a self-created situation.
Try so hard but I somehow fail
Despite efforts, facing repeated failure.
Do your best and thou shall prevail
Encouragement to give one's best and success will come.
That's what I'm told I guess time will tell
Uncertainty about success; time will reveal the outcome.
After L to L to L no big deal
Experiencing consecutive losses without significant impact.
Hard as stone forged with skin of steel
Strong and resilient, like stone with a tough exterior.
My will to live has a will to kill
Intense determination to survive, even with a desire for self-destruction.
I cannot feel I'm numb for real
Numbness and inability to feel emotions.
Weed booze and pills will not work
Substances like weed, booze, and pills are no longer effective.
Not anymore feeling loss of worth
Feeling a diminished sense of self-worth.
Feeling my time running out on earth
Sensing a limited time left on Earth.
Feeling my loved ones fade away
Experiencing the gradual loss of loved ones.
Feeling my bones start to ache with age
Physical signs of aging and discomfort in bones.
Feeling like I've finally had enough of not enough
Fed up with a sense of insufficiency.
Not feeling up to feeling stuck within a rut
Not motivated to overcome challenges and feeling stuck.
There's gotta be a better way to recreate a better me
Seeking a better way to transform and improve oneself.
A better he a better she a better they a better we
Aspiring for a better version of oneself and others.
Better believe I'll manifest these goals
Expressing determination to achieve personal goals.
If not here wherever that wind blows
Willing to adapt and pursue goals wherever life takes.
Where should thou go what should thy do
Reflecting on personal choices and decisions.
That's up to you so make a move and try to self improve
Encouraging self-improvement through decisive actions.
Don't know a lot but I do know myself
Limited knowledge about many things but self-aware.
All I can tell you was I was unwell
Past experience of being unwell, possibly emotionally.
In a figurative hell no one coming for help cause
Metaphorical struggle without external assistance.
All of it falls on you
Taking responsibility for one's own challenges and issues.
No limit to what you can do
Belief in unlimited potential and possibilities.
Anything I can do you can do too
Empowering others, expressing equality in abilities.
Any and everything
Embracing all possibilities and experiences.
Anywhere anything
Universal interconnectedness and inclusivity.
Everything's everything
Philosophical perspective that everything is interconnected.
You can do anything
Assertion of unlimited potential and capability.
I can do anything
Personal confidence in achieving anything.
Literally anything
Emphasizing the breadth of possibilities.
Everything's everything
Reiteration that everything is interconnected.
I'm out for everything
Pursuing and striving for everything in life.
Everyone's everything
Acknowledging the significance of everyone in life.
You can do anything
Encouraging others to realize their potential.
Any and everything
Reiterating the vastness of possibilities and experiences.
Thank you for everything
Expressing gratitude for everything.
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