Lyrics
Again I'm trying to have what I can't have
Expressing the frustration of pursuing something unattainable.
I don't deserve I'm not enough emotionally enslaved
Feeling unworthy and emotionally restricted.
It's so unique there's no one else who's ever felt the same
Emphasizing the uniqueness of the emotional experience.
I see the signs in my obscurity
Acknowledging signs or cues in personal obscurity.
Is there something you're trying to tell me or I'm just overthinking
Questioning communication and potential hidden messages.
Why can't you see that I can't breathe when you're around me
Expressing difficulty breathing when the person is present.
And if I can't move forward
Stuck in a situation without progress.
I'll try at least to move on
Attempting to move on despite challenges.
The sense of getting closure
Seeking closure in the situation.
Has never been so close
Feeling close to achieving closure.
I'm trying to let go of something I've never had
Struggling to let go of something never possessed.
You're not meant for me but I can't wrap my head around that
Recognizing the person isn't suitable but unable to accept it.
There's something in your eyes that amplifies my hopeless need to make you mine one day
Noting a captivating quality in the person's eyes, intensifying the desire to possess them.
I'm trying to convince myself that this is not the end
Trying to convince oneself that it's not the end of the situation.
There's not a day without pain
Repeated expression of enduring pain every day.
There's not a day without pain
-There's not a day without pain
-I take my time to heal the wounds
Taking time to heal emotional wounds.
I got by letting you get too close to me
Regretting letting someone get too close.
I blame myself for fantasies I let myself live in
Taking responsibility for living in unrealistic fantasies.
If only part of it was true to you
Expressing a wish for some aspects of the fantasies to be true.
And things would go just like I hoped they would
Imagining a positive outcome if wishes came true.
I'd never have to waste the words I love you
Wishing to avoid expressing love if the positive outcome happened.
And if I can't move forward
Repeating the struggle to move forward and achieve closure.
I'll try at least to move on
-The sense of getting closure
-Has never been so close
-I'm trying to let go of something I've never had
Reiterating the difficulty of letting go of an unattainable desire.
You're not meant for me but I can't wrap my head around that
Acknowledging that the person is not the right match but struggling with acceptance.
There's something in your eyes that amplifies my hopeless need to make you mine one day
Highlighting the irresistible allure in the person's eyes and the desire to possess them.
I'm trying to convince myself that this is not the end
Attempting self-persuasion that the situation is not the end.
There's not a day without pain
Repetition of the emotional pain caused by the person.
You tortured me not knowing you were doing this
-And every night pretending like I'm fine I cried myself to sleep
-You took a piece each time I felt your touch on me
-And It hurts to realize that you are not mine but still exist
-I'm trying to let go of something I've never had
Repeating the struggle to let go of an unattainable desire.
You're not meant for me but I can't wrap my head around that
Acknowledging the mismatch but struggling with acceptance.
There's something in your eyes that amplifies my hopeless need to make you mine one day
Emphasizing the captivating quality in the person's eyes and the persistent desire to possess them.
I'm trying to convince myself that this is not the end
Trying to convince oneself that the situation is not the end.
There's not a day without pain
Reiterating the enduring pain experienced daily.
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