Fox Mulder
Echoes of Solitude: Unveiling the Emotional Landscape in 'Fox Mulder'
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I found a lonely little voice that lives inside my head
I've discovered a small, isolated voice within my mind.
It never leaves, it softly says 'no, you're not better off dead'
This inner voice persistently reassures me that I shouldn't consider ending my life.
I hear it calling when I slip and fall right down that hole
I hear this voice when I face difficulties and descend into a dark place.
Wraps right around me and I swear it sounds a lot like you.
This voice feels encompassing and oddly reminiscent of you.
I get the shakes and I don't know how
I experience tremors, and I'm unsure how to cope.
To hold together and just figure it out.
I struggle to keep myself composed and find solutions.
Take my hand somehow, I'd like to show you now
If you take my hand, I want to share the simplicity of an ordinary life that I seem to understand.
This ordinary life, I think I've got it down.
I feel confident about navigating this commonplace existence.
I get the chills that pound when I walk 'round the house
I experience intense shivers as I move around my home.
And I feel you in my bones, I feel you every time.
Your presence is palpable in my very essence.
I'll get drunk and fall asleep and welcome all this deja vu
Intentionally getting intoxicated, I embrace a familiar sense of déjà vu.
And all the reminders that we're all drowning in an empty pool
Acknowledging reminders that we are collectively struggling in a seemingly fruitless endeavor.
And life's passing by at a higher frame rate than what I thought was filmed
Life seems to be passing rapidly, faster than I perceived.
I'd skip right to heaven but I don't think I'm on that waiting list.
I'd like to move on to something better, but it seems elusive.
I get the shakes and I don't know how
I experience tremors, and I'm unsure how to cope.
To hold together and just figure it out.
Struggling to keep myself together and find solutions.
I get the shakes and I don't know how
Experiencing tremors, and it's challenging to cope without you.
To hold together without you around.
Struggling to keep myself together in your absence.
Take my hand somehow, I'd like to show you now
If you take my hand, I want to share the transient nature of life that I think I understand.
This temporary life, I think I've got it down.
I feel confident about navigating this temporary existence.
I get the chills that pound when I walk 'round the house
I experience intense shivers as I move around my home.
And I feel you in my bones, I feel you every time.
Your presence is palpable in my very essence.
I feel you every time.
I feel your influence consistently.
And I feel you in my conscience and every shitstorm I find myself in,
I sense your presence in my conscience and amid challenges.
When I'm feeling like Fox Mulder and paranoid about fucking everything,
Similar to Fox Mulder, I become paranoid about everything when I'm anxious.
When I fall asleep to white noise I hear your voice in all my memories
When I fall asleep amidst noise, your voice echoes in my memories.
Wherever I end up I hope that you remember me.
Regardless of where life takes me, I hope you remember me.
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