Lyrics
Trynna let it out
Expressing the need to release emotions.
So much heart break in my heart that shit be cryin out
Feeling intense heartbreak, with emotions so strong that they are evident.
Lot of shit that hurt me I don't even talk about
Experiencing pain that is too difficult to discuss openly.
Lot of scars and wounds from wars I fought was just a child
Reflecting on the scars and wounds from battles fought in childhood.
Carried weight up on my shoulders like 400 pounds
Bearing a heavy burden, symbolized by the weight on the shoulders.
Neva cried but kept a smile I tried to hold it down
Choosing to hide pain behind a smile, attempting to endure it silently.
Say they love me ain't gone lie sometimes I had my doubts
Expressing doubt about the sincerity of those claiming love.
Heart been broken plenty times it's like to much to count
Enduring multiple instances of heartbreak.
Like to much to count
Reiterating the overwhelming nature of the heartbreak experiences.
Non believers
Addressing those who lack belief or support in their aspirations.
Don't support my goals but ima overachieve em
Determined to surpass expectations despite the lack of support.
I been fightin all alone but betchu I still beat em
Emphasizing resilience and the ability to overcome challenges alone.
Walkin onnat lonely road cus I'm no people pleaser
Choosing authenticity over people-pleasing, navigating a solitary path.
I ain't neva had no handouts you can tell em keep 'em
Rejecting the idea of receiving assistance or favors from others.
Set apart from other niggas you can clone em easy
Acknowledging uniqueness, contrasting oneself with others who are easily imitated.
Tried to paint the perfect picture but I'm far from perfect
Striving for perfection in life despite acknowledging personal imperfections.
I dun really put my life into like all my versus
Investing genuine life experiences into creative expressions, possibly through music.
Say I want gone get addicted but my heart been bleeding
Battling addiction while acknowledging the pain and bleeding in the heart.
Feel it healing everytime I take a sip I'm leanin
Finding solace and healing in substances, such as alcohol.
We been grieving
Experiencing collective grief, possibly related to societal issues.
And on top of that the war we fighting still gone have us beefin
Continuing conflicts and struggles despite attempts to find peace.
From tha a.m to the p.m onnat corner playin defense
Engaging in defensive actions throughout the day.
Nigga really don't know shit at all
Expressing uncertainty and lack of knowledge about various aspects of life.
Always steady talking even tho they want involved
Criticizing those who talk excessively without being involved.
I know they be plottin trynna wait for me to fall
Aware of potential betrayal and scheming against them.
Little do they know I keep a 4.5 in my drawls
Maintaining preparedness and self-defense with a reference to carrying a firearm.
I been gettin shit done
Successfully accomplishing tasks and goals.
Wanna see my kids now
Expressing a desire to reunite with one's children.
Lost so many loved one gotta see the ones that's here now
Recognizing the importance of cherishing loved ones who are still present.
I been gettin shit done
Continuing to achieve personal goals and responsibilities.
Payed my momma bills now
Taking care of financial responsibilities for family.
Heartbreak Audemars the finer things don't fix the pain I need to heal now
Acknowledging that material success doesn't alleviate emotional pain.
Trynna let it out
Reiterating the need to express and release pent-up emotions.
So much heart break in my heart that shit be cryin out
Re-emphasizing the overwhelming nature of the heartbreak.
Lot of shit that hurt me I don't even talk about
Repeating the idea of painful experiences kept private.
Lot of scars and wounds from wars I fought was just a child
Reflecting on childhood scars and wounds from battles fought.
Carried weight up on my shoulders like 400 pounds
Continuing to bear a heavy emotional burden.
Neva cried but kept a smile I tried to hold it down
Persisting with a brave face despite internal struggles.
Say they love me ain't gone lie sometimes I had my doubts
Acknowledging moments of doubt despite expressions of love.
Heart been broken plenty times it's like to much to count
Reiterating the frequency and impact of heartbreak experiences.
Like to much to count
Stressing the overwhelming and countless nature of the heartbreak.
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