Obscura
Echoes of Guilt: Ghosts of the Mud Unveil a Dark Journey
Lyrics
Upon the silence
Beginning of a period of quiet reflection or absence of communication.
Now there is no pain
Freedom from suffering or distress.
Here lie the remains of my loathing
Here lie the remnants of intense hatred or disgust.
The inevitable fate, destiny unfolded
The unavoidable outcome, a predetermined course of events.
Enveloped by guilt only to deny what I have known
Wrapped in a feeling of culpability but refusing to acknowledge prior knowledge.
Taken away covered in shame muted tongues last forever
Being taken away while feeling shame and being unable to speak.
I beg and pray to the lord that this was just a dream
Pleading and hoping that a distressing experience was just a dream.
And once I woke confused and dazed but free from guilt of the blood on my knife
Upon waking, feeling confused but relieved from the guilt of a violent act.
A disheveled wretch tormented and sullied unable to look at fellow man
Feeling disheveled, tormented, and dirtied, unable to face others.
Shame
An intense feeling of humiliation or regret.
Killing felt so good I love the way she died
Expressing enjoyment or satisfaction in the act of killing.
Beating hearts stop in the dead of night
Describing the cessation of beating hearts in darkness.
If I had to choose
Presented with a choice between terrible options.
Between hell or you
Choosing between a situation perceived as negative and someone else.
Sometimes people are poison
Belief that some individuals can be harmful or toxic.
And hells not so bad
Suggesting that a perceived negative situation might not be as bad as expected.
Writhing, wroth and seething anger
Writhing with anger and the emergence of a desire to harm.
From this fool arose the urge to strangle
Feeling a rising urge to commit a violent act.
I have trodden through this journey the future of suffering is at an end
Expressing completion of a painful journey towards the end of suffering.
Nor beginning
Implying no clear starting point or new beginning.
Ever and always
Emphasizing continuity or eternal recurrence.
Hate is easier
Suggesting that harboring hate is a simpler path.
Ill die in sin
Expectation of dying while stained by wrongdoing.
Than stick with you cunt
Choosing death over staying with someone offensive or contemptible.
To death I declare
Announcing a willingness to kill to conceal internal suffering.
I kill to hide the pain that I bear
Hiding emotions and distress by resorting to violent actions.
To hide these eyes that are full of tears
Concealing one's vulnerability and emotions through violence.
Dripping blood behind your fear
Leaving a trail of fear and evidence of violence.
You lay there pale and cold
Describing the lifeless and chilling state of another.
I touched your skin and my fingers froze
Feeling a freezing sensation upon touching the skin of the deceased.
I struck the knife without any shame
Attacking without remorse or guilt.
Inhaling you soul as it filled the air
Metaphorically consuming the departed's essence.
I felt your anguish and I felt your pain
Empathizing with the pain and suffering of the victim.
Pure agony Ill make you learn this way
Intending to make someone understand extreme pain and suffering.
How light your burden is your life is irony
Ironically highlighting the lightness of someone's life amidst their perceived burden.
The one you birthed and loved is the last you'll ever see
Realizing the last sight of someone beloved before their demise.
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