Strange to Love
Strange to Love: Navigating the Maze of Self-Reflection and Growth
Lyrics
Said so long to you seems I am afraid of the good things that are like you
Saying goodbye to someone like you is frightening because I fear good things.
And my heart oh I feel want to change but theres broken parts to me
My heart desires change, but there are broken parts within me.
As I age its strange to love
It feels strange to love as I age.
As I age its strange to love
Reiteration: It feels strange to love as I age.
Since you let me close enough to be beside you there I found it frightful
Being close to you was frightening; you let me get close, and I found it daunting.
I could never let it be I went and turned the other cheek and let you go
I couldn't let it be and turned away, allowing you to leave.
As I age its strange to love
Feeling strange to love as I age.
As I age its strange to love
Reiteration: Feeling strange to love as I age.
Is the price too high for love to let it top me?
Questioning whether the price for love is too high to allow it to affect me.
You should see me walk and lose the rhythm of my feet
Describing a walk where I lose the rhythm of my feet.
People tell me I'm all in my head
Others perceive me as being too much in my head.
I lay out on my couch and imagine that I'm dead
Imagining being dead while lying on the couch.
But they're so right in telling me I haven't made my bed
Admitting others are correct in saying I haven't taken care of my responsibilities.
I go on saying forget it its on me oh my dear its not about you
Denying that it's about the listener; it's about me, not you.
I can't stay I am always in my way killing off good things to be
Unable to stay and constantly self-sabotaging good things.
So I've refrained myself to love
Refraining from allowing myself to love.
I refrain myself to love
Reiteration: Refraining from allowing myself to love.
You keep saying to me I'm much deserving of the good things I may come to
Listener is encouraging me, saying I deserve good things in the future.
Well I thought you'd see the worst in me because I only care about myself
Expecting others to see the worst in me because I primarily care about myself.
(There's more to see the worth in me I've put up on the shelf)
Adding that there's more to see about my worth, but I've put it on the shelf.
And as I age its strange to love
Feeling strange to love as I age.
(To love)
Reiteration: Feeling strange to love as I age.
But in a rage I crave to love
In a rage, I crave true love.
(True love)
Expressing doubt about changing from being stuck to embracing love.
How can I change from stuck to love?
Questioning why I doubt myself in matters of love.
Why do I doubt me?
To deny myself your love will continue to haunt me.
To negate myself your love
Anticipating that a mistake I made will haunt my love.
Will ever haunt me
Emphasizing the potential haunting effect of a mistake on my love.
A mistake I've made my love
Acknowledging a mistake made in love.
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