Lyrics
Walk up to the front door
Approaching the front door.
Cold sweat and shaky
Experiencing anxiety with physical symptoms like cold sweat and shakiness.
I'm here just to talk
Expressing the intention to have a conversation.
Is it pouring out my body
Wondering if anxiety is visibly apparent, possibly through body language.
My nervous aching
Describing the physical and mental discomfort caused by nervousness.
I like that you can see it
Expressing a preference for transparency and being okay with others seeing vulnerability.
My mind is almost 19
Reflecting on the age of almost 19 and the associated emotional challenges.
And I still feel angry
Acknowledging persistent feelings of anger despite age.
I'm searching for the reason
Seeking understanding for the reasons behind the emotional turmoil.
And I think it's kind of crazy
Acknowledging the perceived irrationality of trying various solutions.
That I'm trying everything
Expressing an openness to experimentation and exploration.
Soft hands on my face
Describing a tactile, gentle touch on the face.
And I'm feeling nothing
Despite physical contact, feeling emotionally numb or unaffected.
My mind is almost 19
Reiterating the emotional challenges associated with being almost 19.
And I still feel angry
Reaffirming persistent feelings of anger despite the passage of time.
Is it pouring out my body
Questioning if anxiety is physically manifesting and visible.
My nervous aching
Reiterating the physical and mental discomfort caused by nervousness.
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