Lyrics
I don't know, I don't care
I am indifferent or unaware
'Cause you were gone, she was there
Your absence didn't matter because someone else was present
I can't save myself
I'm unable to rescue myself
Maybe I asked for too much
Perhaps I requested too much
Maybe you don't give a fuck
Maybe you don't care at all
I should ask for help
I should seek assistance or support
You and I, we fell in love
We fell in love, but it wasn't sufficient
But even that was not enough
Even our love wasn't enough
For all the times you let me down
Listing disappointments you caused
For all the times you left me out to dry
Recounting instances of abandonment
I never got the chance to ask you why
Never had the chance to question your actions
Why you think that, that I'll just ignore it?
Asking why you believe I'd ignore the situation
Like when you called in New York and
Recalling a situation in New York
Screamed down the phone I'm a whore and
Describing a phone call where you were called a whore
You screamed more and hung up on your end
More yelling and hanging up from your end
I called you the next day, said, "What the hell were you thinking?"
Contacting the next day to question the previous actions
You told me you're strung out and you're back to drinking again
Learning about substance abuse and return to drinking
And I know I should feel sorry, but I don'y, not even partly
Feeling no sympathy because it's not your fault
Because it's not my fault, no, it's not my fault 'cause
Emphasizing innocence and lack of responsibility
All the times you let me down
Repeating the disappointment and abandonment theme
For all the times you left me out to dry
Reiterating instances of being left alone
I never got the chance to ask you why
Still not having the chance to question the actions
Why you think that, that I'll just ignore it?
Questioning the belief that you'd ignore the situation
Like when you called in New York and
Recalling another instance in New York
Screamed down the phone I'm a whore and
Describing a phone call where you were labeled a whore
You screamed more and hung up on your end
More yelling and hanging up from your end
You crossed that line 'bout one too many times
Crossing a line too many times, indicating boundary violations
You crossed my mind for far too many nights
Repeating thoughts about this person for many nights
So this one's for
Dedicating the song to...
All the times you let me down
Repeating the cycle of disappointments
And ll the times you left me out to dry
Reiterating instances of abandonment
I never got the chance to ask you
Still not getting the chance to ask why
Why you think that, that I'll just ignore it?
Questioning the assumption of ignoring the situation
Like when you called in New York and
Recalling yet another incident in New York
Screamed down the phone I'm a whore and
Describing a phone call where you were accused of being a whore
You screamed more and hung up on your end
More yelling and hanging up from your end
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