Lyrics
Depression time, as usual I
Feeling depressed as usual, being the second choice
am your second choice
Continuing to be someone's fallback option
As usual I have to see you
Having to witness the person with their preferred partner
with your thin blond girl
Observing the person with their thin blond partner
Four happy days, the happiest days
Reflecting on past joyful moments, wishing for outings with them
I bet you’d take me out
Expressing a desire for being taken out or cared for by the person
Depression time, as usual I
Repeating the feeling of depression while competing for attention
Have to compete with someone
Feeling the need to compete for affection or attention
And now I feel this void in my bones
Sensing a deep emptiness within oneself
My fear of emptiness
Expressing fear of feeling empty
My fear of the dark
Being afraid of darkness metaphorically or emotionally
my fear of nothingness
Fearing the concept of nothingness or void
Depression time, these days are hard
Struggling through tough times and longing for the person's sarcasm
I need your sarcasm back
Desiring the return of the person's sarcastic remarks
But I believe something will happen
Believing that something significant will occur if meant to be together
If we’re meant to be together
Hoping for a destined reunion or connection with the person
God teach me how to accept this pain
Seeking strength from God to accept the pain and trust in the divine plan
And to trust in you
Yearning for faith and trust during difficult times
Depression time, my time has come
Recognizing personal suffering and seeking companionship
Will you keep me company?
Asking if the person will accompany through the difficult times
And now I feel this void in my bones
Reiteration of feeling an internal void
My fear of emptiness
Repeated fear of feeling empty
My fear of the dark
Continued fear of darkness, possibly emotional turmoil
my fear of nothingness
Continued fear of nothingness or emptiness
I needed something to fill my blood
Craving something to fill an emotional void or emptiness
I needed something to feed my blood
Desiring something to nourish or sustain emotionally
And now I feel this void in my bones
Reiteration of feeling a deep void internally
My fear of emptiness
Continued fear of feeling empty
My fear of the dark
Continued fear of darkness or emotional distress
my fear of nothingness
Repeated fear of nothingness or void
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