Lyrics
Hey mom, concerned with what I've become
Expressing concern to the speaker's mother about their current state or identity.
Suicidal maybe, satanic maybe
Listing possible negative attributes or influences (suicidal tendencies, satanic influences) that others may associate with the speaker.
On drugs, on off and back on
Describing a fluctuating pattern of drug use and its impact on the speaker.
I'm an enigma, I'm pissed off at everything and
Presenting the speaker as a complex and angry individual who is frustrated with everything.
Everyone thinks that I'm headstrong
Expressing frustration with the perception that the speaker is strong-willed or unyielding.
I've been too hard on you far too many times for us to
Acknowledging past instances of being too harsh on someone, possibly the mother.
Go back, forget what's said and what's done
Expressing a desire to move forward, disregarding past words and actions.
I can't help myself I just need to shake myself and
Conveying a struggle for self-control and a need to break free from negative behaviors.
Wake up, hug kiss and make up
Encouraging reconciliation and expressing a desire to apologize and make amends.
Tell you that I'm sorry and that you shouldn't
Apologizing to someone, suggesting that they shouldn't worry about the speaker's issues.
Worry about this stuff
Addressing the idea that the speaker's problems are not worth worrying about.
Hey love don't let me down
Addressing a loved one, expressing a fear of disappointment or abandonment.
You know I'm lost when you are not around
Feeling lost and incomplete when the loved one is not present.
You tell me lies and put me on
Accusing the loved one of deception and manipulation.
You make me mad enough to kill you in song
Expressing intense anger, possibly in a metaphorical sense, through the idea of killing in song.
And I say words, things that I regret
Regretting words spoken and acknowledging clumsiness in moments of fear.
I get so clumsy when I'm scared, I try to walk away but
Describing a struggle to walk away from a situation, with a reflection on belonging.
I look back, remember where I belong
Looking back at one's origins or roots, recognizing where the speaker belongs.
I can't help myself I just need to kick myself and
Expressing a need for self-correction, possibly through physical action.
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