Lyrics
I want to be overcome
I desire to be overwhelmed
But I can't. I am numb
However, I am emotionally numb
I want to see what's become
I want to witness the current state of things
Close my eyes bite my tongue
I close my eyes and restrain myself
If you'll believe in me
If you believe in me
I'll try not to die
I will make an effort to survive
If work keeps me living
If work sustains my life
It's got to start giving me life
It must provide me with a meaningful existence
Not strife
Not chaos or conflict
I'm so tired of living here
I am exhausted from living in this place
I'm so tired of giving here
I am weary of constantly giving here
I want to run and be free
I yearn to escape and experience freedom
But I can't I am so weak
However, I am too feeble to do so
I want to hold you again
I wish to embrace you once more
In my arms, my old friend
In my arms, my dear old friend
I have just one more chance to feel
I have only one more opportunity to experience genuine emotion
What's real
To feel what is authentic
I can't keep going on
I cannot continue in this manner
I feel my mind slowing
I sense my mental processes slowing down
My heart's torn apart
My heart is torn apart
I'm so tired of living here
I am exhausted from living in this place
I'm so tired of giving here
I am weary of constantly giving here
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