Internal Bleeding
Eternal Struggle: Unveiling the Pain Within
Lyrics
I feel this pain
I am experiencing this pain.
Does it save me from inner haze?
Is this pain serving as a means to rescue me from internal confusion or distress?
I knew so much
I possessed knowledge or understanding.
But I can't keep it anyway
However, I am unable to retain or maintain that knowledge.
I can't move on
I am incapable of progressing or moving forward.
Without letting it through myself
Unless I allow this pain to pass through me.
Focus was lost
I have lost my concentration or direction.
I don't know why I still feel shame
Despite not knowing the reason, I still experience feelings of disgrace.
I feel so faint
I feel weak or feeble.
Like I was ran over by rink
My state resembles being hit or overwhelmed.
The bitter loss
The sorrowful defeat is the only thought dominating my mind.
Is the only thought I can think
Encountering a familiar unpleasant experience once again.
You came once more
You revisited, bringing back the familiar sensation of vomiting.
The familiar taste of vomit
There are people nearby.
People around
Experiencing severe emotional pain.
Internal bleeding
Suffering from internal emotional turmoil or distress.
You turn me inside out
You're causing me extreme emotional distress.
But I deserve it
Feeling that I deserve this pain.
You're poisoning my mind
You're mentally poisoning me.
Or am I poison?
Or perhaps, I am the source of this poisonous influence.
Can you find the answers
Are you capable of discovering the solutions?
Carrying on
Continuing forward with this burden or suffering.
Living in this darkness?
Living or existing within this state of darkness or despair.
You turn me inside out
You're causing me extreme emotional distress.
But I deserve it
Feeling that I deserve this pain.
You're poisoning my mind
You're mentally poisoning me.
Or am I poison?
Or perhaps, I am the source of this poisonous influence.
And when it comes again
When this experience recurs,
It overwhelms you
It overwhelms you completely.
You can just do nothing
You're left with no action but to endure the slow process of deterioration.
But slowly dying
Choking, I'm choking
I regret allowing someone to win or gain victory over me.
I'm sorry for let him won//I'm
Feeling pressured or stressed.
Pressured, I'm pressured
The blood is filling my throat and lungs.
The blood fills my throat and lungs
Experiencing intense discomfort or agony, akin to a pathetic creature.
Squirming, I'm squirming
I am approaching death, witnessing blood streaming from my eyes.
I'm crawling, like pathetic worm
Dying, I'm dying
You're causing me extreme emotional distress.
The blood streams pouring my eyes
Feeling that I deserve this pain.
You turn me inside out
Or perhaps, I am the source of this poisonous influence.
But I deserve it
You're poisoning my mind
You're mentally poisoning me.
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