Lyrics
I guess it’s me when I’m alone
I am reflective of my true self when I am alone.
And I’ve never felt at home
I have never felt a sense of belonging or comfort.
Yeah there’s something oh so cold
There is a noticeable feeling of emptiness or detachment.
When I’m sitting in silence
Being alone and in silence brings about a cold and isolating sensation.
I guess it’s me when I’m alone
Similar to line 1, emphasizing the self-discovery aspect when alone.
I stay awake to watch my phone
I remain awake, anticipating communication via my phone.
And it’s been pouring since this morning
The emotional state is reflected in the continuous rain since morning.
Cause I don’t know what I want
Expressing confusion or indecision about personal desires.
I guess it seems that I’m alone
Reiterating the theme of feeling alone and out of place.
And I’ve never felt at home
A continuing sense of not belonging or feeling disconnected.
Yeah there’s something oh so cold
Emphasizing the cold and isolating nature of silence.
When I’m sitting in silence
Repetition of the impact of being alone and silent.
I guess it seems that I’m alone
Continuation of the feeling of being alone and disconnected.
I stay awake to watch my phone
Continued anticipation and restlessness reflected in staying awake for the phone.
And it’s been pouring since this morning
Reiteration of the emotional state with ongoing rain.
Cause I don’t know what I want
Expressing uncertainty about personal desires or goals.
I’m a keeper of secrets I’ll take to the grave
Claiming to hold personal secrets that will never be revealed.
I’m a loser but I’ve got the ace of spades
Despite being a "loser," there is a hidden strength or advantage symbolized by the ace of spades.
I would deal with the weight of the world
Willingness to bear the burdens or challenges of the world in silence.
Up in the silence
Reiteration of silently dealing with the weight of the world.
I’m a keeper of secrets I’ll take to the grave
Repeating the notion of guarding personal secrets to the grave.
I’m a loser but I’ve got the ace of spades
Despite setbacks, there is a hidden strength represented by the ace of spades.
I would deal with the weight of the world
Continuing to bear the weight of the world in silence.
Up in the silence
Emphasizing the endurance of facing challenges in silence.
I guess it’s me when I’m alone
Reiteration of self-reflection and introspection when alone.
Don’t want to be the one who calls
Reluctance to initiate communication and take the first step.
I’ve never seen myself at all
A lack of self-awareness or a struggle to understand oneself.
And every time I try I end up falling
Difficulties or failures when attempting to discover oneself.
Me when I’m Alone
Repetition of the theme of being alone and its impact.
I stay awake to watch my phone
Continued restlessness and anticipation, staying awake for the phone.
And it’s been pouring since this morning
Continuation of the emotional state with ongoing rain.
Cause I don’t know what I want
Expressing uncertainty or confusion regarding personal desires or needs.
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