idk what's next for me
Navigating Love's Maze: Goodenough's Reflections on Lost Connections
Lyrics
The one that got away is the one i can’t ignore
The person I couldn't hold on to is still on my mind, and I can't overlook their significance.
No matter what i gave, it still a things i can’t repay…
Regardless of what I gave in the past, there are things I can't repay or make up for.
Still the same, it’s a shame, i could never run from this latent feel..
The situation remains unchanged, and I can't escape from this underlying emotion, which is regrettable.
At the end of the day, going round and round in circles i hate.
Despite efforts, I find myself stuck in repetitive patterns and dislike the constant circular nature of my life.
I’m just deluded by the people around
I feel misled or deceived by those around me.
Being submissive somehow.
I am somehow submissive to others.
But i chose the wounded to make it all mine
I chose someone who is emotionally wounded to make a connection, and I can't forget this choice.
I can’t forget it by now.
The impact of that choice is still present in my mind.
You’re mastermind, I’ll try my best, you did the rest
The person I was involved with was manipulative, and despite my efforts, they had control over the situation.
I put the prayers, i surrender, your believer.
I prayed and surrendered, becoming a believer in the hope that things would change.
Make me surprise, you’ve got a lot, forget me not…
Despite my efforts, the person has a lot going on, and I am easily forgotten because our paths diverged.
Cause our times are different.
Our circumstances and experiences are different now.
And i doubt for a minute
I have doubts about life and find it distressing.
‘Bout life and i hate it.
Continuing to doubt and hate aspects of life.
And i doubt for a minute
Expressing further doubt and frustration.
Fuck the structure ya bitch, i’m no fool
Rejecting societal norms and expressing independence.
“Bust out, leave it away!”
Encouraging breaking free from constraints.
I live it in the box, a traditional way
Living life traditionally, confined in a box.
And preaching like a fox, original me
Acting and speaking authentically like a fox, staying true to oneself.
It’s about reaching “the one” in the game
The focus is on achieving success or finding "the one" in life's game.
Baby, you think you know me?
Challenging others to truly understand who I am.
I’m just deluded by the people around
Feeling deceived by people around, still submissive in some way.
Being submissive somehow.
Continuing to be submissive to others.
But i chose the wounded to make it all mine
Choosing emotionally wounded individuals to form connections, and the impact lingers.
I can’t forget it by now.
The consequences of those choices are unforgettable.
I’m just deluded by the people around
Experiencing a sense of deception from those around, with a level of submission.
Being submissive somehow.
Being submissive in some way to others.
But i chose the wounded to make it all mine
Continuing the pattern of choosing emotionally wounded individuals for connections, with lasting consequences.
I can’t forget it by now.
The impact of these choices remains vivid in memory.
And i doubt for a minute
Persistent doubt about life, accompanied by a sense of hatred towards it.
‘Bout life and i hate it.
Continuing to doubt and harbor negative feelings towards life.
And i doubt for a minute
Expressing frustration with societal structures and asserting independence.
Fuck the structure ya bitch, i’m no fool
Reiterating a rejection of societal norms and emphasizing independence.
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