Lyrics
You called me up on my
You initiated contact with me
Weekend, it's a Tuesday night
Despite it being a Tuesday night, you called me during my weekend
I don't know if I'm
Uncertain about my mental state
In the right state of mind
I question if I am in the right frame of mind
I called you up again, I
I called you again, disconnected, but attempted to communicate
Hung up the phone but I tried
Uncertain about my mental state (repeated)
I don't know if I'm
Questioning if I am in the right frame of mind (repeated)
In the right state of mind
Uncertain about my mental state (repeated)
Didn't plan it well
Actions were not well thought out
Thought I could take care of myself
Believed I could handle the situation independently
But thoughts don't make this right
Realization that thoughts alone cannot rectify the situation
What if I lost my time
Concern about wasting time
What if it all goes white
Fear of an unclear or blank future
What if it's nothing like they told us it would be
Doubt about whether reality aligns with expectations
What if I change my mind
Contemplation about changing one's perspective
What if I never tried
Consideration of the consequences of never attempting
You forget but never forgive yourself
The difficulty of forgetting and forgiving oneself
You're in your personal hell
Feeling trapped in a personal hell
I need sleep
Expressing the need for sleep
I need rest
Expressing the need for rest
Can't fight this shit in my head
Struggling with inner turmoil
I don't know if I'm
Uncertain about mental state (repeated)
In the right state of mind
Questioning mental state uncertainty (repeated)
The more I say it out loud
Speaking about the difficulty of expressing feelings verbally
The less it comes out my mouth
Verbal communication becomes less effective when spoken
I don't know if I'm
Uncertain about mental state (repeated)
In the right state of mind
Questioning mental state uncertainty (repeated)
Didn't plan it well
Actions were not well thought out (repeated)
Thought I could take care of myself
Believed I could handle the situation independently (repeated)
But thoughts don't make this right
Realization that thoughts alone cannot rectify the situation (repeated)
What if I lost my time
Concern about wasting time (repeated)
What if it all goes white
Fear of an unclear or blank future (repeated)
What if it's nothing like they told us it would be
Doubt about whether reality aligns with expectations (repeated)
What if I change my mind
Contemplation about changing one's perspective (repeated)
What if I never tried
Consideration of the consequences of never attempting (repeated)
You forget but never forgive yourself
The difficulty of forgetting and forgiving oneself (repeated)
You're in your personal hell
Feeling trapped in a personal hell (repeated)
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