Are You Happy
Broken Hearts and Silent Screams: Unveiling the Pain in Grace Gaustad's 'Are You Happy'
Lyrics
I lived all your lies
I have experienced and endured all the falsehoods you told.
You painted my truth
You distorted my reality with your version of the truth.
Told me who to be
You guided and dictated who I should become when I was uncertain.
When I was confused
During times of confusion, you provided direction.
cnd when it got hard
When faced with difficulties, I internalized my pain.
I locked it inside
I kept my struggles hidden within myself.
I gave you the key
I granted you access to my vulnerabilities.
cnd swallowed my pride
I suppressed my self-esteem to accommodate your wishes.
Now I wonder
Now I question...
If you dream of me at night?
Do you think about me when you dream?
cnd I wonder
And I ponder...
If I ever cross your mind?
Do I ever occupy your thoughts?
I wanted you
I desired genuine love from you.
To love me for me
I wanted you to love me for who I am.
Now that I'm broken
Now that I am emotionally shattered...
cre you happy?
Are you content or satisfied?
You only care
You only express concern...
When I try to leave
When I attempt to distance myself.
Now that I'm broken
Now that I am emotionally shattered...
cre you happy?
Are you content or satisfied?
Now that I'm broken
Now that I am emotionally shattered...
cre you happy?
Are you content or satisfied?
You ripped out my heart
You metaphorically tore out my heart.
May never grow back
It might never heal or return to its previous state.
It's still just a space
My heart is now just an empty, black space.
So empty and black
A void that remains.
Now I wonder
Now I question...
If you dream of me at night?
Do you think about me when you dream?
cnd I wonder
And I ponder...
If I ever cross your mind?
Do I ever occupy your thoughts?
I wanted you
I desired genuine love from you.
To love me for me
I wanted you to love me for who I am.
Now that I'm broken
Now that I am emotionally shattered...
cre you happy?
Are you content or satisfied?
You only care
You only express concern...
When I try to leave
When I attempt to distance myself.
Now that I'm broken
Now that I am emotionally shattered...
cre you happy?
Are you content or satisfied?
Now that I'm broken
Now that I am emotionally shattered...
cre you happy?
Are you content or satisfied?
Now that I'm broken
Now that I am emotionally shattered...
cre you happy?
Are you content or satisfied?
cre you happy?
-cre you happy?
-Now that I'm broken
Now that I am emotionally shattered...
cre you happy?
Are you content or satisfied?
Now that I'm broken
Now that I am emotionally shattered...
cre you happy?
Are you content or satisfied?
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