atoms
Reassembling Atoms: Love's Struggle Unveiled
Lyrics
If I rearranged my atoms til I found an arrangement you liked
If I changed my fundamental nature until I found a configuration that pleases you
And I painted myself the colors of the flowers you picked outside
If I presented myself in the manner of the flowers you selected outdoors
Would there ever be a moment or even a point in time
Is there a possibility or significance in time
Where you would look at me again like you did for the first time
Where you would gaze at me once more with the same admiration as the first encounter
Cause I dissected myself to find the things you didn't like
Because I scrutinized myself to discover the aspects you disliked
But it's me you didn't like
But it is my essence that you disliked
And I tried to be as cool as that chick you're fathomed by
I attempted to emulate the allure of the person who captivates your imagination
But you broke my heart that time
Yet, you shattered my heart in that instance
Could you love who I grow up to be, could I be someone you'll ever see?
Can you love the person I evolve into, can I be someone you will acknowledge?
But as much as I try, it's me you didn't like
But no matter how hard I strive, it is my essence that you disliked
The leaves have all blown away and somehow it's winter now
The foliage has disappeared, and now it's winter
And the calm October breeze is something I try not to think about
The tranquil breeze of October is something I attempt to avoid contemplating
I tried to count all your flaws that I'd get over you
I endeavored to enumerate all your imperfections that I could overcome
But I still loved you for them all, and you still think I'm nothing new
Nevertheless, I loved you for each flaw, and you perceive me as nothing new
Cause I dissected myself to find the things you didn't like
Because I scrutinized myself to discover the aspects you disliked
But it's me you didn't like
But it is my essence that you disliked
And I tried to be as cool as that chick you're fathomed by
I attempted to emulate the allure of the person who captivates your imagination
But you broke my heart that time
Yet, you shattered my heart in that instance
Could you love who I grow up to be, could I be someone you'll ever see?
Can you love the person I evolve into, can I be someone you will acknowledge?
But as much as I try, it's me you didn't like
But no matter how hard I strive, it is my essence that you disliked
And I know your heart will never feel the same
I understand your heart will never experience the same feelings
So I'll try to forgive myself for my mistakes
So, I will attempt to forgive myself for my errors
And find it in my heart to move on
And find the strength in my heart to move forward
I'm trying, oh I'm trying, am I trying hard enough
I am making an effort, oh I am trying, am I exerting enough effort
Cause I dissected myself to find the things you didn't like
Because I scrutinized myself to discover the aspects you disliked
But it's me you didn't like
But it is my essence that you disliked
And I tried to be as cool as that chick you're fathomed by
I attempted to emulate the allure of the person who captivates your imagination
But you broke my heart that time
Yet, you shattered my heart in that instance
Could you love who I grow up to be, could I be someone you'll ever see?
Can you love the person I evolve into, can I be someone you will acknowledge?
But as much as I try, it's me you didn't like
But no matter how hard I strive, it is my essence that you disliked
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