Lyrics
I don't know why I can't delete you from my phone
I am unable to remove your contact information from my phone, and I don't understand why.
But sometimes I scroll down my contact list I'm staring at your name
When scrolling through my contacts, your name catches my attention, and I find myself looking at it.
I get this crazy high like oh you're still there
There's an intense emotional reaction as if you are still present, although you're not.
But you really never were, the memories are all that remain
Despite your absence, only memories remain.
Damn never's a really long time
The concept of "never" feels like a prolonged duration.
And damn I hate you for taking up space in my mind
Resentment is expressed for occupying mental space.
Does this happen to you
The singer questions if others experience similar emotions.
Second thoughts, a heavy heart
Uncertainty and heaviness accompany reconsideration.
Is never too far away
Emotional pain is consistently nearby.
And forever seem too long apart
The idea of forever feels distant.
Are you torn by this too
The singer wonders if the listener is also conflicted.
Am I stuck, inside your heart
Questioning if the singer occupies a significant place in the listener's heart.
Is never too far away
Emotional pain is consistently nearby.
And forever seem too long apart
The distant future feels too far away.
Does this happen to you
The singer repeats the question about shared experiences.
Does this happen to you
Reiteration of the question, emphasizing the universality of the emotions described.
One time I swear I felt your hand holding mine
Recalling a moment when the presence of the person was felt.
I thought I heard your voice, you promised me that I'm the only one
Remembering promises of exclusivity and the realization that it was all a dream.
I got this crazy high like oh you're still there
A recurring feeling of the person's continued existence, though it's a delusion.
But you really never were, it was all a dream, whatever's done is done
Confirmation that the person was never there, and past events are irreversible.
Does this happen to you
The singer reiterates the question about shared experiences.
Second thoughts, a heavy heart
Continued uncertainty and emotional burden in decision-making.
Is never too far away
Emotional pain is consistently nearby.
And forever seem too long apart
The distant future feels too far away.
Are you torn by this too
Questioning if the listener also feels torn and conflicted.
Am I stuck, inside your heart
Wondering if the singer is embedded in the listener's heart.
Is never too far away
Emotional pain is consistently nearby.
And forever seem too long apart
The distant future feels too far away.
Does this happen to you
Reiteration of the question about shared experiences.
I love you, I hate you, I'm lost, I'm found
A mix of conflicting emotions: love, hate, feeling lost, and being found.
I need you, don't want you, I'm soaring, I drowned
Expressing the contradictory feelings of needing but not wanting the person.
Does this happen to you, second thoughts a heavy heart
Repetition of the question about shared experiences and emotional burden.
I love you, I hate you, I'm lost, I'm found
Repeating the mix of conflicting emotions from line 30.
Is never too far away and forever seem too long apart
Emotional pain is consistently nearby, and the distant future feels too far away.
I need you, don't want you, I'm soaring, I drowned
Repeating the contradictory feelings of needing but not wanting the person.
Are you torn by this too, am I stuck inside your heart
Asking if the listener also feels torn, and questioning if the singer is deeply embedded in their heart.
Unblock you, check my phone, you probably called
Mentioning actions like unblocking and checking the phone, anticipating missed calls.
Is never too far away and forever seem too long apart
Emotional pain is consistently nearby, and the distant future feels too far away.
Maybe you never thought of me at all
Suspecting that the person may not have thought of the singer at all.
I miss you, no I don't, oh yes I do
Expressing conflicting emotions of missing and not missing the person.
Does this happen to you
Reiteration of the main question about shared emotional experiences.
Does this happen to you
Final repetition of the main question, seeking validation or understanding from the listener.
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