Time Pass
Time Pass: Unveiling the Bittersweet Reality of Temporary Love
Lyrics
I accidentally idolized you like a god
I placed you on a pedestal, viewing you like a deity
Like your every move deserved a round of applause
I admired every action of yours, considering it worthy of applause
I'm stuck between loving you and wanting to become ya
I'm torn between loving you and aspiring to be like you
Wishing I could see myself with glory, love, and honor
Desiring to envision myself with glory, love, and honor
Talk about yourself too much but babe I didn't mind
You talked about yourself extensively, but I didn't mind
Didn't realize that I was running out of time
Unaware that time was running out
And so I paid no mind to all the blurry lines and lies
Ignored unclear boundaries and deceit
Let you walk all over me to stay inside your life
Allowed you to take advantage of me to remain in your life
Now that you're gone
Now that you're no longer present
I can see where it went wrong
Reflecting on where things went wrong
I was just a time pass
I was merely a pastime
And I used to be okay with that
I used to accept and be fine with that
Well aware it wouldn't last
Aware it was temporary
Wanna relapse, relive the past
Desire to go back, relive past moments
But way too much time's passed
Too much time has passed for that
Maybe we moved too fast
Possibly we rushed too quickly
When I had the chance I wish I would've asked
Regret for not asking important questions when I could
'Cause I don't wanna be your time pass
Because I don't want to be just a pastime for you
Tore myself to pieces tryna squeeze into a mold
I tore myself apart trying to fit into a certain mold
You settled for silver 'cause you couldn't handle gold
You settled for less, unable to handle something better
In retrospect I wish I didn't force myself to change
In hindsight, regret forcing myself to change
Tried so hard to hate you, I'm the only one to blame
Struggled to hate you, but blame myself for it
Now that you're gone
Now that you're not in my life
I can see where it went wrong
Understanding where the relationship went wrong
I was just a time pass
I was just a pastime
And I used to be okay with that
Previously accepting of that role
Well aware it wouldn't last
Aware it wouldn't last
Wanna relapse, relive the past
Desire to go back, relive past moments
But way too much time's passed
Too much time has passed for that
Maybe we moved too fast
Possibly we rushed too quickly
When I had the chance I wish I would've asked
Regret for not asking important questions when I could
'Cause I don't wanna be your time pass
Because I don't want to be just a pastime for you
Now that you're gone
Now that you're not in my life
I can see you weren't the one
Realizing you weren't the right person for me
I was just a time pass
I was just a pastime
And I used to be okay with that
Previously accepting of that role
Well aware it wouldn't last
Aware it wouldn't last
Wanna relapse, relive the past
Desire to go back, relive past moments
But way too much time's passed
Too much time has passed for that
Maybe we moved too fast
Possibly we rushed too quickly
When I had the chance I wish I would've asked
Regret for not asking important questions when I could
'Cause I don't wanna be your time pass
Because I don't want to be just a pastime for you
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