Erase Me
Erase Me: Battling Shadows of Self-Destruction
Lyrics
My spirit has gone out the window
Expressing a sense of detachment or loss, feeling disconnected from oneself.
It feels like everything i do is wrong
Perception of constant failure and a belief that all actions result in negativity.
Though i can't stand to look in the mirror
Avoidance of self-reflection due to a dislike or discomfort with one's own image.
I would end it all, too bad it's everything i fear
Contemplation of ending life, hindered by the fear of facing everything that is feared.
I'm buried beneath my old ways
Feeling overwhelmed and trapped by past behaviors or habits.
Why can't i stop pulling the dirt into my grave?
Questioning the inability to break free from destructive patterns.
I am reaching out for the hand of someone else to save me now
Seeking external help and support, reaching out for salvation from others.
I have no faith in you anymore
Losing trust and belief in someone or something.
I have no faith in us anymore
Complete loss of faith in the collective 'us' or any form of shared connection.
I see clearer now
Gaining clarity, possibly through the perspective of someone who disappointed.
Through the eyes of someone who has let me down
Recognition of betrayal or letdown by someone close, altering perception.
It's time to leave it all, let it go
Decision to move on, release burdens, and detach from past troubles.
I have been erased from existence
Sensation of being obliterated or marginalized in one's existence.
By all self destruction
Self-destruction leading to the removal of one's identity.
From what makes me suffer
Pain caused by elements that induce suffering and torment.
It's pulling me under
Being pulled into a state of despair and darkness by external forces.
I don't know if i can survive this
Doubt about survival in the face of overwhelming challenges.
How do i keep my head above the waves?
Struggling to stay afloat amidst life's difficulties and adversities.
I'm suffocating in all my regret
Feeling overwhelmed by remorse and guilt, suffocated by regret.
You can say anything
Openness to hearing any words, though it may not bring salvation or relief.
You want to try and save yourself
Encouraging someone to speak up and attempt to save themselves from a difficult situation.
If only i could hear you out
Expressing a desire to be heard and understood, even though it may not be possible.
You can't fix me now
Acknowledgment that the speaker cannot be fixed or saved by others.
I'll only drag you down into this hell i'm living in
Warning others not to be dragged down into the speaker's personal struggles.
Don't follow me, i'm on my own
Emphasizing a solitary journey, distancing from others for self-preservation.
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